Breath.

My prayer for today.

Oh God, I feel so lost, in this world, this season. I am trying to trust you and what you gave me this eraly Spring. Trying to not freak out, trying to seek you.

I don’t know what happend, when it happend or why. I just know it happend.

You gave me a dream, you gave me two pictures about my future. You challenged me to resign and trust you. Here I am doubting and feeling lost…

And when I pray, it’s like I’ve lost my prayers, lost my prayer language. How can I get it back?

I miss IMI Church in Stavanger. I miss Rogaland county. I just want to go home to the only place in Norway where I ever have felt like home.

I ask you to open up the right door for the right school. Asking you for love, wisdom and more patience.

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Before I walked into the school, I stopped had a short prayer for today. It helped. 😊.

I made an decision to not think about any of all applications. To just enjoy the day with whatever came.

I got my prayer language back (fast prayer answer) 🙏. I got an positive email, not from an job I have applyed to, still positive. 😊.

I have made up my mind to 1, give away & through away 2/3 of what I own. I am moving. I migth not have a job from august 1st, but it’s getting okay in my head. 2, keep only 1/3 and start fresh in my new home whereever subarea that will be. 😊

And today has been okayand calm. 😊.

Thank you Lord.