Can I use the words ” positive chaos” ? Well that’s how the start of this week feels like.
Monday became chaos on my way out of the house. Why? My phone rang, a phonenumber I didn’t know. I took a chance and answered, it could been some sales man call,it wasn’t. 🙏.
It was a phonecall from a School, I only send an “question-email” to, if they needed any temporary co-workers this next Schoolyear.
They called to tell me that they need a new co-worker for some students in 8th grade in August, and that they thought I could fit. (I didn’t apply for any type of possision at that school, just showing my interest!) The Lord has started something here.
I was just heading out to an apointment when they called, but I said yes to an interview 12 o’clock. The same day 🤪. My plan was the apointment , and than catch a bus to “work “. Just with some more stress in my head 🥴… But I mananged everything 🙂. Got to ” work ” (even though I was done last Friday), grab a good trippel espresso, turn on my laptop. Recived an e-mail and a link for which app we would use.
Before the interview, I said out loud to the Lord: I need you to put the right words in my mouth in this. I am yours, YOU have open up a door I didn’t know. This is you and your way.
The interview went well I think. I just trust the Lord in this. Don’t know anything else. But I did get this ice feeling in my stomach right after. 😔. Which I always get. I am almost never nervous during an interview but after… It is 4 others who actually have applyed (!) that I compeet with or against. And I will know more lastest Friday the 25th of June. Positive or negative news. And I am just trusting the Lord.
In the afternoon a friend of mine droped by, becauce he migth take over after me as an janitor. So we had a chat before I ” through him out “. I ate dinner and than it was time for the second video chat that day. This time for an apartment. It also went well. I will not say yes to it for several reasons and I am trusting the Lord for the right apartment too now.
I have shared small parts on facebook, and close friends and co-workers showing theire interest in this which cool. But I am wondering if they don’t understand, the part of the fact that I have not got a job yet. Cause the write ” congrat’s to the job “. Which job am I thinking 🤔 anyhow, it will come a job, the right job. I am not doubting anymore.
And today (Tuesday) I have been tired the whole day 🤪 but managed to do what I planned to do on Monday 🙂. And send an openapplication. 😉. Had an other interview today Tuesday 11 o’clock. Same thing here, I send the e-mail to this school ” Do you need an temporary co-worker this comming fall? I am interested. ” They need someone on at least 50% and maybe more. Crazy how the Lord is working when I just talking out loud ” I just have to rest in this, rest in you that you will open the right door whereever that is. I just gonna Thank you Lord for the job you have plan for me. Trust you. ” 🙏💗✝️.
Today (Tuesday) I have not packed a thing. I have been to tired and you know what, I think I needed it after Monday. 😉.
One more thing, Ephesians chapter 1 & 2. 😉. Few words on the way.
He who has blessed me.
He who Loves me.
He who wants me.
I belong to Him.
He will bring everything together.
He gives me Hope.
He raised me Up.
He is my Spirit.
mia-simone. svenberg 