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Life has started to become less painful and I have started some new routines that helps the rest of the day to go easier šš. I still say “good night” in the evenings and “I’m awake” in the mornings to Silver-boy š and I think I will do that for some time.
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But I have started to smile again and feel so grateful and thankful for those 8 years I got with him š. So many good and fun memories with him. š.
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As time flies I am lucky to be able to work as a teacher in art&craft because of sickleave in in those classes. And I am working 100% at least this week (8th to 12th of April). I am responsible for the planing of the classes and motivation in the classroom. I also have the theoretical classes in art&craft too in 5th grade. And here I learn a lot myself š.
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I now know this is my future. I finally know “what I will be when I grow up”. The apple š doesn’t fall far from the tree š³, šš.Ā What does that mean for you, well my mother was a teacher for 40 years! I will never be able to be a teacher for that long! But the fact that I finally have figured out what I want to do, means that I will walk in my mothers footsteps of becoming a teacher. Something I have denied for many years šš.
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I have started to smile again and life is getting easier each day š.