Re-posting. Where did motivation go?

Re-posting in English.

Where did motivation go?

This week began with a lot of inspiration, and I sew after joining a Facebook group. And I’ve both gotten and started cutting a pair of pants that are in my length !, which I look forward to getting both to go in one-sided pants but also just because they’re the right length.

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The old jeans I’ve used for many years are now my pattern. 🙂

But the motivation to apply for a job is not as big. It became even less motivating when I tried to find interesting posts and suddenly there are so many who require Bachler education in administration jobs.

“…last week did I try to use my network without luck. “

I have told most I know that I still have the motivation to apply and get me a job, yes, that’s true. To some extent. But, yes, there is one but here, motivation is not as great as motivation as sewing … Oh, that’s not so good! But then it is and say the individual, I tried it and “use my network” last week. I sent my resume to one in my network and he passed it on to his boss and yesterday I was notified that I was going to interview today. This after searching for more jobs in months without anything back.
So I came to interview today, it went well and now I just have to wait for what’s going on.

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This picture took I directly after the interview. Oslo harbor in a cold wind.

If I get this job, it’s at the outset that when someone has to go to the doctor, doctors, sicknesses or vacationers need extra help. That she I met at the interview asked if I could work for example during the Christmas holidays, clearly I can. Yes, it would have been nice to meet the family, but earning money is more important than traveling.

“One lovely hour by the sea.”

Today I took a trip down to Sjølyst boat harbor to enjoy the fall and the boats. It was almost like meditating and I had time to talk to God while I was there. 🙂 A pleasant hour by the water. With lots of good cool air, luckily I had the down jacket otherwise I would have frozen too much. Yes, I have just started the down jacket, it’s not super cold, but I’ve got a bit hot than freezing.

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“The motivation often goes blank a bit like a battery ….”

But back to motivation ..
To “find” inspiration and motivation is not simple or easy. It will not arrive by mail or by e-mail. It often runs out a bit like a battery, so I’ve run out of motivation. and I do not know how to get or get back to it … But I hope it returns after the trip down by the sea today or that I’m right to get to work soon so I do not have to send more applications.

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Now I’m going to sew a little to do something completely different. I’m very excited.

 

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Thinking, skirt. We’ll see if that’s it is in the end. 😉

/Mia-Simone.Svenberg October 2015 // November 2017.

Re-posting. One hour at Nav.

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Today I had to go to Nav but before that I had to make some copies.. (Nav – a member of the government that helps most types of people who lost their jobs for various reasons or who have retired or who have been disabled.) to deliver some papers. When I finally got there, it was a queue as normal. It doesn’t really matter what time you have to be at Nav it’s always a queue, short or long.  I came to this location (not “my Nav” I usually go to)

When I entered the room, it was No. 057 desk 3. Ten minutes later it was still no. 057. So waiting without the queue getting smaller or visibly shorter is a little interesting. To sit there without hearing the “pledge” to just see more people coming was a bit odd.

I have to say that there was relatively good music in the speakers.”

While I was sitting there, I thought they had quite good music in the speakers. Before the first thing my Nav office does not have music for the second, it was one of the few things I heard music inside a Nav office. I was the only one who did something. I wrote blog posts in my notes app. Everyone sits quiet waiting nicely for their turn in the queue system. Some go for a walk in the room, probably just to move about a bit. Someone goes through their papers. Some of those who actually work there come and go. The time now is so much that the people who work here come from the rooms, and speak out to everyone that “now we close about fifteen minutes.” As if we who were there had not realized it. The clock does not stand still!

The majority of all who expected you were from Africa, Asia or Eastern Europe plus me, which is originally Sweden. The women do not sit on the same side as the men. We sit on hard wooden benches modern with a little round table in light wood color. The room is bright and feels open at the same time as it feels empty. Meanwhile, I hear the person sitting on the desk working is being annoyed by the person who asks questions because he who works there does not get the answer he wants. Is it typical Nav? Maybe. Not my opinion but it happens for sure often.

 

Now, queue numbers disappear from the queue-board. Is it because the time has been 14:39?

The queue numbers disappear from the queue-board. Is it because the time has been 14:39? To have patience is the same thing as the letters NAV stands for. Not a problem for me though. At 14:46 does the queue number show up on the queue-board again and start to roll again, and fast. Suddenly it says 062 and then it stops, like it would not start again or ever. Someone push through to get ahead of the queue and ask for how long they should wait when “there are not so many left here and we have No. 072″. How did they think now, was I thinking. I have No. 067, shall I just sit here and wait until my number gets up on the board or should I to let them know “I’m still waiting?” In the meantime I just sat there kept waiting. I had lots of time.

While I’m sitting there, it turns out that there have become many more foreign “at my Nav office” too. Probably in all the offices of Nav in Oslo. And then I think, how many of them are actually receiving help when they get here? And how many of them comes here every day? Are they here all day, to try to get some help?

I have to say I am very pleased with Nav Ullern which is “my Nav office”. I have so far got all the kind of help I needed even if some things takes a bit longer time than it should. But help I get.

One hour at Nav…

/Mia-Simone.  September 2015 // November 2017.

To inspire others and find inspiration.

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A friend of min told me she got more inspired to pick up her writing after I told her about my writing. I like to hear thing like this, that my creativity inspires others.

I got more inspired to write after that.

When my friends tell me that they get inspired of my creativity in life or small things I share with them about life. My first though is “how do I inspire you with my life?” then I think “well I guess that is a good thing”. And when I talk to my nearest friends about this, most of them says “its just how you live that inspires me”.

How do we get inspire in life and what inspires us? Well I know that we all find inspiration in thing we like. Like colors, cars, flowers, interior, houses, garden, music, words, life, nature and more. But how do you make that as a part of your life?

When I, like yesterday was on the beach and read one of my favorite books I had the sea on my left side where I was sitting, heard the water moving and made waves. I got inspired to go and find “floating timber-wood” along the water edge and bring home. And there I was walking around to find those good “floating timber-wood” and I got inspired to pick up some blue shells lying on the beach and bring home.

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I get inspired of a lot of different things in life. It can be like yesterday, by the water or to walk into a store full of colorful fabrics or interior store. Its rare that I buy something, but I get home full of ideas in my head with everything I’ve seen and I most the time make something out of what I have home.

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And I think its the same for most people. You all get inspired of something in life and you try to do something else out of it. It can be to write about it, paint it, write music, to sing or something else. And I wish you all find your way to be creative in the way that fits you.

/Mia-Simone