Category: Easter break 2024

Easter 2024, a mix of almost everything and my thoughts.

Easter -24, re-planting seeds.
I got a surprise outside my door, this Easter egg with candy 🍬.

I pulled myself together and forced myself to have enough energy to re-plant my seeds today even if my sad back really didn’t want it.  I managed to split all my growen seeds into 20 smaller pot’s 🤩

I’ll grow them indoors until the weather here are more stable with warmer weather.  I don’t have a clue if it will be in April, May or June.

I also had my first cup of coffee out on my terrace yesterday (March 30th) even if it wasn’t sun where I sat it was☀️ sunshine 😊 and (!) 🌡+11 °C 😊 some wind but hey it’s always wind here 😆😆.

My self drawing pattern trying to figure out how big/small baby size 62 are🤪
Same pattern on an other fabric.
The arm part, tiny!

I have tryed to find the right size of how big /tiny the pattern of size 62 would look like to on a baby dress. Interesting, frustration, annoying and fun all in the same time 🤪.

I have done things like I normally did before this season and before I lost Silver.  Even talked to Silver every day like I did when he was alive and it helps to get through the day’s. I have, I think, kind of find new routines. It’s kind of hard to know because it will not be the same after the Easter break. But hopefully it will help me to the next break – holiday season. 

After the Easter break I am back to work and then I have to figure out what I’ll do after work that will be new routines. Maybe I’ll sew more now when I don’t need to be social with my cat… Maybe the day’s will look like they did with Silver.

Whatever happens I am thankful for the love from the Lord and friends.

I am hoping I’ll have  more energy to do things that gives me positive energy like exercise, walks, Church things or sewing or meet new people. Mostly I won’t feel guilty for not being home with Silver and that makes me glad becauseIhavehad a lot of vad guiltforhim being home alone 😔.

I know I will be able to travel again later when my financial will be better without feeling guilty.

Good Friday, Easter 2024.

I just came home after a good talk with the Lord nearby the seaside three minutes walk down hill from where I live.  A talk about everything that has happened. About how thankful I am for life. About my future. How greatful I am for being a child of God. How the Lord cares for me and how He helps me to find new paths and routines!

About my lost of my cat, how much I miss my cat boy yet can see that I needed him in this 8 year period of life. Silver’s way to show that he care for me during this time 💙🐈💙.  How the Lord has helped me through other tough periods and not left me to myself ✝️

This talk made me realise how much I need to push myself to walk down to the water and take the opportunity to talk to the Lord. Because I know it helps my brain. ✝️❤️

Windy sea side, standing and talking loud with the Lord, 9pm, March 29th.

Quite windy but oh so lovely!

To clear my brain and breath the sea air! Love it and I needed it.

Quite windy evening. But SO lovely!

Before the talk, I’d just been to Church on a Good Friday service something I really needed. Both to be reminded of what the Easter is all about but also the worship. 

From one of the songs during the service. 
No Love is Higher.
No Love is Wider.
No Love is Deeper.
No Love is Truer.

They showed parts from the movie (that has become my “Easter movie”) and between the movie parts of how Jesu died on the cross they had songs related to the movie.

An other song. 
"The path you went, the cross you bare and the path you got..."

The story about the crusified in the movie and how the worship connected to the song “Crucified, laid behind the stone, you lived to die…”. Just to sing those words and God gave me even more peace inside me ❤️✝️. I really needed this service.

I went, even if I this morning woke up with a locked back and had to roll out of bed. Even if I have spent all the day in my couch. I went to Church. Because I wanted it so much.

I have not been to Church for a very long time. Something I miss a lot! So to actually go, with back pain, was so good and so needed! And I will force myself to do it more and to the 11 o’clock service even if I have back pain. Because if I could do it tonight I can do it other times!

Reflection, thankfulness, the emptiness & wistful March 25th

I don’t feel happy or sad.  I feel wistful like someone has cut something off.  I feel empty.  But I am grateful for the 8 years I got with Silver and all the good memories.  It helps to talk to him as if he hears me ❤️.

I am thankful the Lord is with me in this situation, I wouldn’t be able to go through this alone! ✝️

It’s now all about to make new routines and find out how my life without Silver will look like… but I am not alone on this path 🙂✝️💞

I am grateful for the peace I have in me. I have hope for the future to become better  ❤️. I just need time and look on what kind of priorities I am going to make.

Reposting some pictures from the years I got with Silver 💙🐈💙.   See you in heaven my boy 💙🐈💙

I have to make a new pattern for my life, starts today…

Which in the start of Easter isn’t the easiest but I will try my best. It is the small things I miss the most with Silver. The small-talk, like giving him raw meat (in tiny pieces) when I cook and that he was always home.

He is in Cat-heaven 💙 now. And I have peace with that.

For me it’s more the fact “okay I am not just single I am alone again”... I have friends but they don’t live “next door” I need my licence and a car to be able to be more flexible to meet them. I might need to find new friends again…

I know it is a lot of benefits in my “new” life in what I can do, plan and try. Yet the life with license will be even more flexible and I am not there yet… but 🤞 not to far away 🤞.

I did plant some flower seeds today 😊

and helped an “old” plant with new pot and new soil.

I hope I will be able to use my terrasse this summer 🤞🤞🤞 with the door open.

I will catch up with a friend tomorrow (March 25th) I haven’t seen since last summer… busy time for both of us because we both work in a school. And I will pick up a package of new shoes 😍😍 after. I will try to catch up with my own sewing 🤪