A new chapter in life.

Everything isn’t easy just because I got into my dream education. Oh no! I struggling to upload documents towards the loan fund πŸ€ͺ😟. I’ve tried so many times those latest day’s I get nuts… but I trust the Lord it will work out in the end ✝️.  He has provided me so far in life πŸ™. The Lord helped me to get in to my dream education even after I got in to the wrong one πŸ˜ŠπŸ™.

In the middle of all this I have my focus on the lord because that’s all I can do and not freak out. I focus on things that makes me happy.

Today, Saturday 9th of August, I focused on shopping and finding things I need next week. I will pack and sew (and as soon as possible have dinner πŸ˜†πŸ˜† so hungry right now I can’t even stand πŸ˜†πŸ˜†) . Yes I need to sew πŸ§΅βœ‚οΈ to relax my brain 😊. My newest project is the jeans jacket πŸ˜†πŸ˜†. I have unpicked it because I wasn’t satisfied with the look.

The finished jeans jacket in April-25.

The new version of the ” jeans jacket “

“Just some major changes ” are done πŸ˜†πŸ˜†…

Or a lot πŸ˜†πŸ˜†. I have kept the sleeves and the (kragen) from the first jacket. It’s a total new look. Fit’s me better.  I’m so much more happy with this look. Now it makes me happy and comfortable.

The front with new pockets.
The back.

I haven’t decided if I should have pockets in the back yet. We will see.


Sunday 10th (of August). I have unpacked, sewing on som reflection fabric, so cars will see me better in the dark (whenever I use this backpacker). Repacked all things I need with me. Done the nessasary washing up dishes, soon dinner and maybe a strong coffee at home or later. Packed “train-food” because on the last trip I had I got super hungry at 4am and bought a sandwich which I thought I could eat, but got so much cramps in my stomach 😟😟. I had pain for hours 😟😟. I have now brought my own sandwiches. Dinner in few minutes 😊.

And then off to church, which was just what I needed πŸ˜ŠπŸ™. The peace and the worship 🎢🎢🎢 😊. A good preaching I understood and gave meaning.

I have prepared myself for the train trip with a blanket, warm clothes. Because as last trip I was so so cold. Freezing πŸ₯ΆπŸ₯Ά on the train, with normal clothes on 😟😟.

Now, 20.40, I’m just waiting in a stair at Church for the time to past, so I can catch a bus down to the train station and wait there.

Waiting in the stairs in Church…
Night snacks b4 the train leaves.

Night-train towards Notodden at 22.15 pm with a change in the middle of nowhere called Nordagutu for 39 minutes at 05.25 am. Before I arrives Notodden early, 06.26 am!

This time I’m prepared 😊.

Monday 11th of August. 05:26 am I arrived Nordagutu and the temperature was +11Β°C πŸ₯Ά or fresh πŸ˜†πŸ˜†. Had a sandwich until next train arrived the station.

A 30 minutes trip by train to Notodden.

In Notodden,Β  I thought I would look for a strong cup of coffee the first thing. But I was to cold cause lack of sleep so I say at the bus hub for 1 hour and 15 minutes waiting for the bus to arrive.

Catch local bus number 1, 5 stops. Asked a local man for help how to walk to the university. It was helpful! Google maps said it should take 14min to walk downhill.Β  I used 15 min cause of my to bad knees. Totally okay walk through some forest.

Arriving the university…

And now I’m resting my head, eyes and body in a couch 😊😊. Asked at the service front if it was possible to set my backpacker somewhere during the day, instead of carrying it around all day.  I will now try to take a power-nap. The official day starts 09.30 am.

I am gonna live, breath and more now.

My goal right now is to be happy and singel and enjoy life and see where the Lord takes me. I’ll be moving tmrw and on Friday 🀩. The date is finally here 🀩🀩. Yes I have got some issues to sort out but I trust the Lord! I am gonna breath in what’s around me and become active in the Church I feel is my spirital home here in Stavanger.

Life is to short to be angry, to analyse things that just such energy!

Singel sounds good for now and a good periode forward. I don’t want to stress to find my future husband! So I am going to live! And try to enjoy every day now. No matter how painful it feels. The lord is my life!

He IS the LIGHT.

New Year’s eve 2022 & 1st of January 2023

What happend in 2022? Well a lot! But I won’t write about it here, if you are curious, well read my blog.

New Years eve 2022 will be most like most other new year eve’s at home with my cat that are afraid of rakets and fireworks.

2 hours b4 midnight (10pm, 22).

I wish for a good, interesting, fun year of 2023 and that I managed to do my “to-do-list” for my body and that the Lord continue to guide my steps wherever that leads me. I am agaist those New Year’s resolutions lists. I have never managed to hold on to the kind of list and I have never understood why they are so popular. I am looking 4ward a New Year and what will come with it. Up’s and down’s. Time when I don’t understand or doubt, time when life is good and fun and everything in between. Becauce I trust the Lord.

Let’s celebrate 2023 all the way and not forget what we got from the Lord in life to actually be here!

Let’s enjoy life no matter how it turn.

Let’s stay positive through rough times πŸ’.

Let’s enjoy the small things in life different then other things in life.

Be happy, Trust the Lord, Walk with Him not away, Enjoy Life, Have fun, be sad when you need or cry, Sing worship to Him who given you a New life, be Creative, drink Coffee if that helps you to stay focused πŸ˜‰, Love life and those you have around you, be Thankful, get angry if it helps you to move on but don’t stay angry, Enjoy the small things in life, do things you never tryed b4, keep calm, Laugh and have fun with friends, Live, dream big, show others you care, be inspired by others & inspire, Bake if it makes you happy, be with those you get energy from, Be Blessed!

πŸŽ†πŸŽŠπŸŽŠHaPPy NeW YeaRπŸŽŠπŸŽŠπŸŽ†

Breath.

My prayer for today.

Oh God, I feel so lost, in this world, this season. I am trying to trust you and what you gave me this eraly Spring. Trying to not freak out, trying to seek you.

I don’t know what happend, when it happend or why. I just know it happend.

You gave me a dream, you gave me two pictures about my future. You challenged me to resign and trust you. Here I am doubting and feeling lost…

And when I pray, it’s like I’ve lost my prayers, lost my prayer language. How can I get it back?

I miss IMI Church in Stavanger. I miss Rogaland county. I just want to go home to the only place in Norway where I ever have felt like home.

I ask you to open up the right door for the right school. Asking you for love, wisdom and more patience.


Before I walked into the school, I stopped had a short prayer for today. It helped. 😊.

I made an decision to not think about any of all applications. To just enjoy the day with whatever came.

I got my prayer language back (fast prayer answer) πŸ™. I got an positive email, not from an job I have applyed to, still positive. 😊.

I have made up my mind to 1, give away & through away 2/3 of what I own. I am moving. I migth not have a job from august 1st, but it’s getting okay in my head. 2, keep only 1/3 and start fresh in my new home whereever subarea that will be. 😊

And today has been okayand calm. 😊.

Thank you Lord.