Unknowing future.

It’s creapy to not know a thing about job or place to move to!! 🤪🤪🤪. Inside I am freaking out on the outside I think I have some kind of pokerface.

Chaos.

In my head.

I would love to believe it will happend to me in this situation. I can only hope I could believe and have peace in this. God you feels so far away 😔😔 right now.

It’s Wednesday the 16th of June and I am freaking out.

Yet I have had peace to not apply for any job in the county I live or for jobs in Oslo…where I have been living for the last eigth years.

I just want to cry or scream out my frustration.

On the bus, isn’t a good place for that.

God I need you more!

I’ve lost my track…