From frustration on Monday the 24th of November, afternoon and evening, letting it out to friends and talking about it to inner peace from the Lord the next 24 hours. While the Lord also planted a seed thought in my brain. How I needed to be frustrated to see and understand I needed to be frustrated. To get even closer again to the Lord to fully trust Him in this situation.
I have been through a tough financial situation once again, and now I have peace again 😊 because I trust Him in everything!
After the frustration on Monday 24th of November, the Lord planted a seed thought in my brain on Wednesday 26th. A practical creative thought on how to earn money so I will be able to pay my rent for next month 🤩.
In the middle of all this I have finally got some extra temporary job, also doors the Lord has open up for me 🙏🙏 Thank you God for every day I am asked if I can work! A huge blessing!
Wednesday 26th, I made an ad to sell my Tenor Saxophone I bought in the late 1990’s and has just following me from place to place 😆😆. But for a reason I see now. To be able to sell it so I can use the money to live. God is good! God is creative! I am so so grateful for this! But it wasn’t easy to think new in the middle of everything! A challenge I just needed there and then. And I was called in to work 😊 🙏 thank you Lord.
To be Thankful when He challenges us is hard but a Blessing after.
It is so true, that we don’t need to be afraid. “Don’t be afraid, for I am with you.” Helps to be reminded of when the world feels like it’s upside down. I experienced a spiritual fight in the middle of all things in this situation. But so thankful that the Lord is my Lord. 🙏. It’s Sunday (the 30th) today, I still have some financial issues I need to fix but trusting the Lord to help me be creative so I can earn the money I need.
This coming week (4th of December) I have an interview, a new SFO, 50% (which will work good for me and my studies). In the ad it was 2 vacation and 1 permanent positions. For it doesn’t matter which I get as long as I am offered one of the positions. That’s my pray right now. Because I need a job! My head works so much better with my studies when I work.
An other thing the Lord has opened up in my head (or is it just realisation?). That is that I sadly need to move again 😭😭😭. I need to be able to live and not just survive in my life. But this time I am really looking for something for the whole study period of 4,5 years. The Lord has open up doors when I need it, so He will continue to provide for me. 😊✝️.
mia-simone. svenberg 