A overwhelmed blessing from new friends helped me to buy what I have wanted and been needed for few months.

I have had a good two weeks at work (as a subtitute teacher) and during those two weeks we had snโ„w and a good cold period to be here in Rogaland (West coast of Norway) which is unusal! We had not many minus degrees but with the wind grom the South-East, East or North it feels so much colder. And you have to dress for the wind here. If the ๐ŸŒกtemperature said -4ยฐC it feels like -10ยฐ C ๐Ÿฅถ .

Anyway this last Saturday the rain ๐ŸŒง came… and now it’s normal Winter again without snow, just cold cause of the wind… but the lights outside most houses! ๐Ÿคฉ

And I used this last Saturday to buy winter shoes, hobby things and got a cold… I wanted white ornaments in my Christmas Tree which I didn’t find, so I have reused my old once and oainted them this weekend ๐Ÿคฉ

My new ornaments.

I had some gold ornaments I painted black last year, they needed 3 layers of white paint this time. But it’s okay cause I am HaPPy with the result. For some years ago, stillnliving in Oslo, I found kind-of-old-ornaments laying around in a storage. I took care of them, used them. Now I have painted them too, white or grey.

And I have a lot left of the hobby things for later.

And the fever I felt earlier today, I’ll pray away so I can work and earn good money this month. โœ๏ธ๐Ÿ™

How the Lord can meet us and Heal us wherever we are when we come with Expectations.

November 12th to 18th.

I have been laying in my couch since Tuesday 7th (which you can read in the post before this one), been dizzy every day. Got an appointment with my GP on Friday (November 10th) a not so good day cause everything was spinning around. Both at the GP and after when I got home. Yesterday (Saturday) I managed to walk upright around in my home, first time since Monday 6th when I was working, but I had to support myself to walls or furnitures, dizzy every time I turned or turned my head normal = to fast.

Sunday 12th I have just been llistening to preaching from my home church on their podcast (between 11am to 12pm), about miricales when we come with expectations on what God can do when we pray.(while hearing those words I said in my head ยซI come with expectations on healing here and nowยป). How I felt God doing things in my head while I just listen to the preaching (I still have concussion when I type this) about healing. When I started to listen to that preaching I was dizzy in my head and I couldnโ€™t whatch a screen and now approxy 30 minutes later am I typinging on my laptop. Doesnโ€™t feel dizzy at all ๐Ÿ™‚ . Amen.

How Godโ€™s power can touch us wherever we are when we hear about miricales and what God can do. When we believe on what God can do when we come with expectations towards him.

Hear I am in my couch, 12:30 pm Sunday, and the dizziness isnโ€™t so intense as it was one and half hour ago! How God can heal when I come with expectations! I am looking forward to get up, not to fast, just be careful, and believe God has heald my head. That I will be able to walk normal and not feel dizzy or that everything is spinning. I am looking forward to be able to go outdoors for some fresh air, to be able to wear my glasses I havenโ€™t wear since Monday (trying them on right now, I think it will take a bit time for my eyes to adjust. I will not force my eyes with glasses here and now. I will take in small steps during the day).

Monday 13th. The dizzieness is gone. Thank You Lord! From dizzieness to wobbly walking indoors, stumbling on my own feets… but have been able to walk each Day since last Sunday ๐Ÿ™‚ . I managed to watch a movie on Monday with glasses on โ€“ a really good feeling โ€“ some good things has started to happend. But on Tuesday I was tired all day ๐Ÿ˜ฆ . Constantly tired. I even reacted on the light outside through the window. Until Tuesday I have had the blinds down cause it has been to light outside, but on Tuesday I wanted to try and get use to the light and get more daylight in.

Wednesday 15th.Today I managed to walk, wobbly, out to my mailbox and pick up the mail. A good feeling. I even went out with garbage. I was thinking to go and grab my cruches just in case I would try to go for a slow walk. But I neither got the cruches or went for a slow walk. I managed to order food from the online store (the only one who has that service where I live) with delivering on Friday. YAY.

Thursday 16th. Constantly tired again… Didnโ€™t manged much. Sat in the couch all day. Watch some movie and series but not much. I did managed eat and drink coffee and juice othervice I was just in the couch. Got in bed around 10pm. Slept bad. We had snow coming down today, it didn’t really stay, but just the fact we had snow is happiness for me. How I “suddenly” could turn my head normally without feeling wobbly in my head – Yay! And how I have been healing in small steps! How the Lord provides for me in small steps! How thankful I am for every new Day with all “new” things I managed to do ๐Ÿ™‚ .

Friday 17th a much better day! More productive Day! I woke around 9am, had coffee and breakfast, got food delivered 10.15am. Ran the washing machine. Was creative on the floor โ€“ YAY. Went out (Yes you read right), for a slow walk in my neighbourhood. Walked approxy 20m had a break for few minutes and try to enjoy the sunlight but it was a bit to bright for me. Went on walking slowly 20 more meters, a small break counting to ten, kept walking. Repeating my 20m with a break counting to ten. Walked approxy 100m in total, up the small hill (street) from me. Standing there trying to get used to the brightness. Waited maybe 2 minutes before i walked the same hill (street) down back home repeating walking 20m with a break. I was out for approxy 15-20 minutes. Totally worth it!!

Later that Day I got more and more energy to be creative ๐Ÿ™‚ . I was creative in my couch until i ยซfell onto bedยป around 11pm. I was finally tired by myself โ€“ happiness!!

Saturday 18th has started good! I just had my coffee and will have breakfast just now. And I will go for a slow walk after. Imy goal is to be able to walk to the nearest grocery store, which normally take me 7 minutes one way. Which now probably take me 21 minutes and that is okay. The grocery store in just few minutes from where I normally work as a substitutet teacher and where I will go on Monday. So I have to managed this.

My goal today is to get out and walk at least twice.

And he has blessed me with new friendship and food.

He helps us when we ask for help. He is with us when we ask him to be close.

Every evening before falling a sleep have I prayed
ยซThank you Lord today. 
Thank Lord for the healing gift, 
thank you for letting me recieve it and 
thank you lord for healing me.ยป 
And ยซI come with expectations for healing me, 
thanking you for what you do with and within me, 
thank you for protecting my brain, heart and soul.
 Amen.ยป

I believe that the Lord is with me when I pray this, that he is happy I am asking for healing and not just take it for granted. I believe God want us to come with expectations when we pray so he can do more in our lifes and that we can see he is with us when we ask with expectations.

And the goal for tomorrow Sunday is at least one walk and catch the local bus to Church. If I managed that I am really Happy.

To be a permanent on-call substitute and liking it more and more.

It has taken me some more years then most people in my age, to figure out what I want to do “when I grow up” which is an expression on what you want to work as or with, for most people it happends when you are between 20-30 y.o. For me, who was 100% burned out in the age of 26, on sickleave for 2 years after and tryed to find my path in what to work with or what kind of education both in Sweden and here in Norway. During 8 years here in Norway taking courses through NAV and for the last 4 years have I actually been working in the school as a learning support teacher hasn’t always been easy. It has been a learning journey, yet I haven’t been able to work more then 80% for the last 10-15 years because of the burnout. Yet I am greatful for every job I have had, and learned from! It isn’t until now I know what I want to do. And for me it has been it’s own journey to figure this out, underestanding what the Lord have in mind. I still have some things to sort out before I can apply to the Univercity, but at least I know in which direction I am going, which I haven’t known before.

I will not let you know yet, the direction, cause some friends are following my blog and I have only told some close friends. I do wonder if my <3Mom<3 knew in which direction my life would turn, while she was still with us without her sickness or if she is happy now when she is in heaven whatching me on distance?

Anyway, every day between the 23rd to the 27th, did I work as a substitute teacher. The first week I had almost a full week! ๐Ÿ™‚ Friday the 27th – Had I for the first time lessons by myself, no co-teacher. I was a substitute teacher for a 6th grade class in both English and Norwegian subject. It was fun, and an okay class. You know, back in the day’s when you were in school you probably tryed your limits when you had a substitute teacher and not you normal ones. Offcourse this class did that too. And here is the thing, I think I got this from my Mom, I do not tollerent much noice in a class room. I am from the generation (growing up during the 80’s and 90’s) that wants the pulpils to listen, be in the classroom also with there heads and brains and following on what I talk about so they wont ask me hundered times after when they shall do the task. Which I made clear and the boy’s who tryed to strech on the limits didn’t really work for them. that was a good feeling for me who hasn’t or isn’t a propper teacher. ๐Ÿ™‚

I will also be a permenent on-call substitute from now on, which the management likes a lot cause they always need substitutet teachers.

Anyway, I liked to be a substitute teacher on Friday. It reminded me on when I did it back in Sweden long before I moved to Norway. I was young and the pulpils where teenagers then. I liked it then and now. A lot has happend with me during the years, yet the one thing that feels like it is the same is how much I like beeing in a classroom.

I just have to tell you about Thursday 26th. I was a co-teacher in 7th grade in art and crafts with the project “take photo’s” the first two classes we went to a place nearby where I live and after luch we went with the third class to a suburb called Lervig where Stavanger has long traditions within young creative culture such as Tou scene, various artistic expressions within performing arts, visual arts, film, music and other cultural industries. At Tou Scene did they (and I) take pictures of buildings and street art. That day I walked a lot!

Yes, and on Wednesday 25th I was in 1st grade (!). I haven’t been in the lower grades at all before Wednesday. I was so tired in my head when I got home….

Work week and fever setback, Autumn when it is stunning beautiful.

I just have to share what I walk by every day when I am blessed to be working as a subtitute co-teacher in 5th, 6th or 7th grade at Nylund school. A ten minutes walk from my place.

This week started unfortunately with some fever from last week, even at work as a subtitute assistant at the school club (sfo), with 1st grade. It was fun! I climb with the young pulpils ๐Ÿ˜Š in a climbing frames for children and young people. I don’t have a picture which I thought of but never had time to take.

Then I worked Tuesday ๐Ÿ˜Š in 7th grade. But when I got home I got setback ๐Ÿ˜”, the fever ๐Ÿค’ came back for approxy 24 hour. So no work on Wednesday ๐Ÿ˜”, but this morning was really good! And the rest of the day both in the class I helped in, as a subtitute co-teacher, and the โ˜€๏ธ-shine we got. Like the picture above ๐Ÿ˜Š. The temperature ๐ŸŒกgetting closer to +5ยฐC in the morning. And I really need a new feather jacket!! Which is my goal on Saturday – to buy a new feather jacket.

But first will I work tomorrow Friday. Even if I had a setback this week has it been the best week so far! Awsome pulpils and co-workers!!๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š I haven’t liked a school so much since the school I worked at on the East side of Norway- Bekkestua school (junior high) between 2019-21. And I think I like this age more then teenagers.

And one more thing, which is hard to admit is I think I want to work as some kind of teacher one day.

I may be starting this thinking twenty years later then most on my age, but I didn’t have the chance to studdy twenty years ago. Due to an illness – 100 % burnout for at least three years – which has left mark on where I have worked or why I have no education as of today.

We all have different times in life when we studdy and become something we work with later. While the Lord has his timing planned for you and me when things will happend. โœ๏ธ To trust him in all his plans is the key. I know that when I start have the Lord already made a path for me. I just have to try and see where this will take me ๐Ÿ˜Š. I can’t have focus on how many years it is but have focus on the Lord and have fun!

Online dating (annoying or not), part 11.

August -23. Just as I was ending my profile on the dating app I started to talk to this, well quite interesting man I thought then…

I have deleted my profile and will have a break no matter! Tired of slow Norwegian men and other fake men!! I need time to pack, move, pack up and time to settle in in my new home. If I go back to a dating app at all, well time will show. I don’t need to stress finding a man. And is everything else in my life I trust the Lord to guide me into when it’s time for a new round with online dating. I have other things in life I need to spend time and energy on.

We talked on snap and it sounded prommesing that he wanted to visit me, up to the date of his arrival – today the 8th – but he didn’t respond to any of my snap’s after 3pm. I went in to Stavanger to sign my new house contract and told him on snap that I could wait nearby the train station. Which I did for almost 2 hours!! Before I gave up 8.20pm and took the train home. He hasn’t respond to any of my snap’s for the past hour or two and now I’ll ignore him as he has ignored me! *if he realky want to visit well answer!! Ifell my mouth is dirty in words and can only use those to express my geelinhs right now; ๐Ÿคฎ๐Ÿคฎ๐Ÿคฎ๐Ÿคฎ๐Ÿคฎ๐Ÿคฌ๐Ÿคฌ๐Ÿคฌ๐Ÿคฌ๐Ÿคฌ๐Ÿคฌ๐Ÿคฌ๐Ÿคฌ

It’s not the first time ๐Ÿ˜ฅ๐Ÿ˜ฅ๐Ÿ˜ฅ I hope I’ve learn my lesson!!

I am now home making late dinner and gonna draw and watch telly to calm down and txt close friends ๐Ÿ˜Š.

I hope that you who following my post of this theme, have got help through my thoughts and faith. But also listening to the Lord to give you advice. I hope you will find your true one out there one day! Just remember to not stress about it, giving the Lord your heart so He can guide you and you not becoming desperate!! That’s the worst kind of singel people Christian or not!

Interveiew day.

Went well. I felt like jome there speaking English ๐Ÿ˜Š. I’ve done my part and now it’s “just the waiting” to see if the Lord open or close this door. I have no expectations just becauce I am now so used to get a deny. But if the Lord open up this opportunity for me I will enjoy working with those students/pulpils with special needs and in an English speaking enviroment!

If I don’t get the job I think I will have enough to do by being a subtitute teacher in the 5(!) Schools that wants me!! ๐Ÿ˜Š So now it’s up to the Lord ๐Ÿ˜‰.

And I have enough things to do before the move in the end of September to even “think to much” about this interview.

OMG! I got an interveiew on the British School!๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿ˜

I can’t really believe it’s true. Last time I applyed I got an deny. And I didn’t changed much on my application! Maybe it wasn’t so many that applyed. I don’t know. But I got it- interview! ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜

I read the email just before I fell a sleep last night (31st of August). I am so thankful to the Lord that I kept pushing myself to apply.

Woke up 1st of September still smiling. And even in the evening (10pm) calling a friend it hadn’t landed ๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜†. I am getting there – with the feeling of I actually got an interveiew.

Meanwhile I have other challenges to deal with or sort out or figure out. But I will not do it alone cause I trust the Lord and I know He will both guide and provide for me.

And I am moving ๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ™ƒ and this time I’ll stay there for more then one year! It’s the perfect apartment!! 2 bedrooms, open kitchen – livingroom, bath bigger than I need ๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜†, parkinglot (not commen) and the best to last, a terrasse without a lot of sun ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜. ๐ŸŒณ๐ŸŒณ๐ŸŒณ๐ŸŒณ just outside the windows ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜. I love it!!

It feels like the Lord have improved and keep blessing me with places I need every time I move. ๐Ÿ™. This one is also lower rent then most around in the same suburb ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™. Walking distance to bus stops or a 20min walk in to the city center ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ perfect for CouchSurfers or friends to visit. Coast line walking paths 5 min away ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜.

In 2010 I worked nearby where I soon will live, so I know some part of the suburb. Love the nature in this suburb!!

3,5 schools that are interessted to have me on their subtitute teacher list ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ , one school is in walk distance from my new home ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜.

I don’t know how this Autumn will end but I am fully trusting the Lord. He knows my path and that’s enough for me. ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š.

August 29th an other deny/refusal of work…

…made me feeling low yesterday and today. But you know what? I talked out loud my frustration to the Lord and …

Some food.
Some painting.
And then application (s) ๐Ÿ˜‰.
I just needed to be a bit low to be able to rise up again. With new energy and motivation โค๐Ÿ™โœ๏ธ.

The Lord knows us to well to know what we need โค๐Ÿ˜Š.

August 23rd – 24th.

A short update.

Yesterday (22nd) a friend and previous colleague asked me on messanger (facebook) if I would be interessed in a talk with the leaders of her school, cause they looking for staff. I answered, Yes. Just give them my numer.

Today 23rd around 08:30am I recieved a txt msg, with the question “if I would be up for a talk?” I replayed, Yes, and when I could today. Today didn’t fit him (one of the leaders of the Christian School) but tmrw the 24th.

Sandnes habour, 5:30pm, 23rd.

So, tmrw 24th I’ll have a talk with the leader and the principal, 2:30pm. Maybe this is the door the Lord have for me?!

O don’t want to panick, I want to be able to trust the Lord all the way to a job. Faith is what carries me forward. Faith gives me motivation to keep applying.

Yet, I know I need to do something about my situation without the education which is the lowest level for such jobs. I need to find a solution to be able to find the money to register as a private individual and take the exam… the registration dates which are just around the corner – in September. And I need to make a decision if I should or not should to study special pedagogy which starts nxt week… cause I will not do both. The special education will not give me a professional certificate as I thought when I signed up for the course ๐Ÿ˜” which is what I need. Many things now… please pray ๐Ÿ™ the Lord helps me to clearity, if you read this post and are a believer.

Online dating (annoying or not) part 9.

I have now been talking to this man for approxy 4 weeks. We went from talking on the dating app to Snap to WhatsApp. It’s been a journey of it’s own! We don’t have any issue to talk about anything and everything. We have figured out that we have a lot in comman yet many things where we are the opposite which I think is good.

We both want to get to know the other on a friend level and build the relationship from that place. We share values and we are both Christians – which is the part I never though I actually would find a Christian man – but here he is.

My prayers are; pls let it be good chemistry between us when we meet so all thing we have been talking about won’t be for nothing! Pls let it be better then when we talking. And pls let us be able to continue on this friendship, let it grow into love and bigger.

The Journey of Oline dating, isn’t as streight forward as people migth think… It’s many bumps and other obstacles on the road, many questions, doubts and more especially if you don’t live or work on the same continent or in the same land!!

To have focus on the good feeling, the feeling of chemisrty is important and pray together and for each other if you share that. If you don’t share it, pray for him/her. In prayers the Lord can sow and harvest things you can’t.

To be adults and be able to be open of everything is important for me. So I asked questions very early in our conversation, things that are important for me. And he has done that too. ๐Ÿ™‚

Offcourse we have different thoughts about things, but I think one of the most important thing when you trying to get to know a man/woman through online dating is to be flexible and open to change yourself if it something he/she like to so and you never tryed it before or never done it, like in my case. He loves snorkling – something I never done. But just because I never done it doesn’t mean I will never do it – so if I am open minded here I might be able to have a good experience one day with him for what he likes ๐Ÿ™‚ .

We talk a lot about what each of us want’s in the future partner, qualities and personal characteristics, hobbies, future place to live have we discussed – mainly cause we have a ocean between us (!) Even when he is at work, cause he is an engineer and work different place.

We have our own journey and backpacker we carry with us, all of ous who are dating. Where are our focus in all this? And how do we cope with it all? Well it’s up to each of us to find a pattern that fits us and share it with the one we date. If you are lucky to meet IRL or like me being online for weeks before the first meeting, yet I have to find a good pattern and spend time with him when it fit’s his schedule. And support each other even more important when it’s a distance between us/you two!

To dream by yourself and later with your partner, I guess that’s what we all are doing. Dreaming of a partner when we are single is one thing and an other thing when you meet someone you like not just for how he/she looks like but for whom he/she is. No matter where you are in life right now you are dreaming for something i life, I do. So we are all “the same”. We all have vissions about life and what we want to do, travel, for work etc.

I choose this picture of the hot air balloon for an other reason too, not just for dreams or cause I have it on my blog. No. it’s something about this picture I like and I think it’s the space around it, the freedom, the clouds, the simplicity of where it is and going. A bit like me and maybe you. We have a freedom, a simplicity if we want it from the Lord. We just need to see it ๐Ÿ™‚ . Sometimes we are “to focused” on here and now that we forget about the plan that isn’t ours but the Lord. He can see us everywhere and places we have issues to see infront of us because we don’t allow us that picture.

But back to the “core” of this post….

I believe I met this man in the right time for me, maybe especially cause most other things in my life is so uncertan (work and if I am going to stay where I live right now). I hadn’t given up on “finding” someone. No, I had good conversations with the Lord on this. And the Lord gave me more and more patience on this area. The funny thing is that thirteen years ago when I moved to this region the first time I got a line from the Lord saying “next time you live here, you will meet a man a future hubby”. The Lord never said when or how long I had to live here before meeting this hubby ^^haha^^. But the point is, the Lord had a plan and on the way he gave me more and more patience to where I am and waiting on my future husband ๐Ÿ˜‰ .

I just have to believe and trust the Lord.

Silver boy (cat) suddenly not being well ๐Ÿ˜ข.

We have had a rough weekend ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข that continue until Tuesday…

Friday July 21st; I’ve been on the phone to different veterinary clinics during the last 12 hours to get advice. And if he get werse I have to take him to a veterinary clinic. During the night or Saturday morning.

The night towads Saturday 22nd of July; I have checked him every 2nd hour this night, so now I feel like someone drove over me with a big machine ๐Ÿคช๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜ด๐Ÿ˜ด๐Ÿ˜ด.

I will try to sleep a bit.

I am laying so I can watch him from my bed. He slept in his favorite spot in the bathroom, on the top of the water tank is like a shelf and there he has his “tower bed”.

Saturday 22nd, at 1.30pm I went to the farmacia to buy pipette syringes so I could force him some water, which the veterinary told I should try. I were also looking for litter byt didn’t find any ๐Ÿ˜”.

You know the feeling (if you have a cat at home) when you really need litter and you haven’t slept as you should, you go on autopilot…

So I phoned a local grocery store and asked them if they had litter, they had plenty they said. ๐Ÿคฉ๐Ÿคฉ. So even if I just wanted to sleep I headed out at 4pm. Catch a bus at approxy 4.22pm. Went to this specific grocery store I’d phoned and bought 2 bags (one bag 5 liter = 1,32 gallons or 169.07 fl oz US or 175.975 fl oz UK) of 5 liter in each.

And Saturday showed us some blue sky and sunshine the first in more then a week!

So it felt so wrong to wear wool and a wind jacket. But should I do? Feeling almost sick becauce I lack sleep ๐Ÿคช๐Ÿคช.

The good signs from Silver started to show this afternoon ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š. The first sign, he met me when I got home ๐Ÿคฉ The second good sign, he wanted some snacks ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’™. But that was it for some hours.

But I had to continue force him water…

We went to bed aroun 01am and he came to sleep in my bed, which he hasn’t since May this year becauce of Aslan. Aslan woke me up around 04.30am was hungry & playful. And Silver sat up and looking on me but I didn’t get it. But after I put my head on the pillow again I realized it! Silver was hungry ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜. So I gave gim soaked dry food so he could both drink and eat. Becauce I thought about that – during Saturday evening, it might be his teeths, that he has pain in them?!?.

Sunday 23rd was better. He showed good signs all day. He ate better, drank better and started to sleep more normal times and used the litterbox. โค Silver <3.

Monday 24th has been a bumpy ride for both me and Silver ๐Ÿ˜ฆ . He has been eaten okay, taken malt with vitamines but not drinking so well ๐Ÿ˜ฆ He has been awake aproxy every 4th hour as normal <3. He is still fighting <3.

But I have to say, and I have talked to him about it cause he has been with me for 7 long good years, that if he is to sick and will suffer before he gets better I rather “put him down”. I don’t want him to suffer. I can’t see him in pain. It hurts me too. I will miss him so much if I have to, but it is for him I’ll do it. Health first! It will be so empthy without him โค . Even if I’ll have Aslan a bit longer then I have to give Aslan away too or put him down too…I have been reacting on Aslans fur in the way I have issues to breath. Here it is again. Health first.

I phoned a vet to get an appointment for Silver (today) Monday 24th, non had an appointment before earliest Tuesday 25th 2pm. I am praying every awake moment that Silver will fight as much as he can. He has been my “boy” for 7 years… I love him so much.

Tuesday 25th, we had an appointment 2pm, got there by friends 1.55pm. The vet checked Silver and he showed pain in the stomache. So they gave Silver some sedative medicine that made him tired and nauseous, so he threw up 3 times (poor thing).

The sedative medicine has started to kick in.

They took an MR. Luckly it didn’t show any bad. Then they checked the temperatur (normal temperatur at cat’s is between 38-39ยฐC) Silver had 39,6ยฐC ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข

Here we are outside the clinic.

I were worried all the time for him, becauce he is my “boy”. I have had him since he was 1,5 y.o. I would be destroyed if I lost him now. Thank you Lord for let me have a bit longer. I have prayed so many prayers for my Silver those last five day’s ๐Ÿ™ he has been fighting.

He will be on antibiotics for 7 day’s from today ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿˆ๐Ÿ’™.

Here he is laying resting after he ate some dry cat food 4:39pm.

We were home around 3.30pm ish and say, Aslan was happy! Silver will be “a bit groggy” after the sedative medicine most all day today ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข but he is alive, living, breathing ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿˆ๐Ÿ’™.

Short update about life July23

This is a short update about life. Lot’s have happend yet no job. But I trust the Lord for the right job and will not stress about it. I have made up my mind to relax, look for job every second day and the other day’s I’ll have summer Holiday. I will explore my county, my local area, Islands in Rogaland (county) or just sit home and sew. Learn new patterns, new types to sew.

Butterflies stands for changes. And I believe a good change will come, that the Lord are providing me a new good change. And I can for sure say He is works with my patience in this specific area!

Christian music – what I wish I would listen to it more often!! How much strength it is there! In my house the radio stands on for my cat’s, but this Summer I have to remind myself to listen to Christian music more!!

Tomorrow (8th of July) I am planing to go for a day trip to one Island called Kvitsรธy, cause the weather should be nice and to windy for an island. Cross fingers here. And if I have more energy I’ll sew if not I’ll be sketching and paint clothes – something I figured out helps my brain – I literally enjoying it.

But that’s tomorrow.

A mix of pictures from the last weeks.

From the preaching with Elevation Church online, February 19th.

Spring signs and the sky. February23.

Reparing wool socks.

The light has been coming more each day this last weeks and the mornings has been so beautiful in the sunrise.

I’ve been able to walk a bit more after work, not every day but I do enjoy it every time I do short or longer walk.

For me it isn’t how far I walk, it’s about to do it, to have the extra energy in my body.

Is Faith something unknown? Something you can tuch or just trust?

Questions, answers anda lot more.

In my house church, we r going through an alpha serie, with questions, movie and sharing. How will u discribe faith? And how did u get there?

Repentance & faith is how to get there.

Do u think over this? Do u share it with anyone?

Faith is trust. To trust something u can’t see or the trust u won’t fall off a chair. Faith is the unknown. Like the chair, u don’t know who made it or how u got it. It’s unknown.

Are all Christians wierd? Or can it be something unknown for the people who isn’t christians? How can we be for them around us, and not get the stamp of being wierd?

An other part of faith is, it is an relationship. A relationship to the Lord. To someone who loves u more then u ever can love a child, ur child if u got one (or several). God wants u to understand that he loves u as his child.

If u aren’t a Christian, ask him to get into ur life with a simple prayer. Ask him to forgive ur sins and be able to start a new life with him.

If u have God in ur life, when did u open the door (or window) [a picture of how u met Jesus] to let him in to ur life? How is ur Journey with him? Tell someone u trust or ur house church. It will encourage those u have around u.

How have your faith grown? And how have your journey been from the start to now?

My thoughts, ur thoughts, facts, the thread through the Bible who can help us through life.