Tag: Life challenges

I need and want to work, but are home with fever.

This week started good I thought… but in the afternoon Monday (11th) I got fever… I had to go to the farmacy after work – medication, which sadly led to more fever.

Here I am home today Tuesday (12th) and will be tmrw too. I’ve watched Chicago P.D. and I am tired of that now. I am also tired but can’t fall a sleep 🤐🤬. Hungry but no extra energy 😐😔. Think I’ll be home at least tmrw and Thursday.

I got cold on my feets this last Friday and that was sadly it 🤬 . I can only pray 🙏 this fever dont stay’s in my body for 14 day’s as it has been b4. I need and want to work.

12th of December 23.

And got a blessing the day b4, and went down town and bought Winter shoes on Saturday. They are good 😊 but that didn’t help much… Annoying situation!

Outdoor day in the sun with the 2nd graders and teachers, ended not good.

april 19th. Was yesterday. Outdoor day in the sun with the 2nd graders and teachers, We startes to walk from the school yard around 09:40am with a temperature on +10 degrees celsius. A 45-60min walk in the sun…, cause some walks fast and some walks slow… And I walked with the D-class (they are A-B-C-D with approxy 20 students in each class). Everyone exept me was pleased for the warm day a head of us. I did what I could to prepar for a sunny day before I left home, but I also knew the consecvenses that would apear.

Heatstroke at work… :-/ it was a fact around 11am with a temperature on +14 degrees in the shadow! getting warmer each hour. **The forest-park-walley we went to doesn’t have much of wind so it gett hot/hotter then outside the walley. The first symptoms are that I’m boiling, then dizzy, then feel feverish and feel a little cold. Because I walked with one of the students with a diagnose, when everyone were heading back home or back to the after-school-program after 4 hours, we (me and the one student) were lucky to go by car half of the way back to the School, in the car it was an other 2nd grade student with the same symptoms as me, which is sad. I always feel sad for kids because I have been there myself. It’s always harder for kids who wants to play around but gets sick of the sun.

Then a little goes by and I mostly just feel discomfort in my body for a few hours. I left work around 2pm, (temperature up on +16 degrees celsius in the shadow) and I normally work until 4:30pm on Wednesday’s. Bought an Ice-cream while waiting on the 2nd bus. Tryed to cool down a bit. On the bus home the nausea came back. Got home around 3pm. *Does not sweat like a normal person when it gets hot from the sun.

Pictures from the warm Day at Kleppeloen.

Then the real frost comes a few hours later, around 3:50pm to 5:10pm under 2 wool blankets in the couch… freeeeeeziiiiing despite the fact that my body is boiling and I would probably really have sweated if it wasn’t I don’t do that… (according to the weather app, it was +17 degrees Celsius in the shadow at 6pm.)

Managed to take a warm shower around 9pm, but instead of feel warm after as I normally do I kept freezing with a hot-boiling body. Went to bed at 11pm.

Woke up hot and nauseous 07:14am today, April 20th. Home’n’sick from work 😦 .

Took something for the nausea 8 o’clock but is still nauseas…08:40am while I started to write this… to nauseas too eat or drink my coffee 😦 The weather app says it’s already +10 degrees Celsius 9am today…. I were home and didn’t do much. But managed to go to work on Friday.

The challenges as a woman in perimenopause – not many talks about. Part one.

Daily challenges in my daily life. To let the Lord be apart of everything no matter what and maybe even more when life changes. To trust and have patience.

The challenges to be a young lady with perimenopause and those challenges. No one of my girl friends has been where I am cause they have had a kid or kids. Mom is gone so I can’t ask her about how it was for her or when it started for her… To understand the “new life” being a young woman with perimenopause.

How a womans life change… with pain, Hotflush, Night sweats, Irregular periods, Vaginal dryness, Chills, Sleep problems (have I had since 2003 cause stress), Mood changes (no change here yet), Weight gain and slowed metabolism (I have rearly notice this), Thinning hair (nothing yet) and dry skin (not more than normal 🤪), Loss of breast fullness (I would think this is more comman for woman who have been pregnet).

The hotflushes … they comes as sudden as everything else in the perimenopause… How I sudden need to lay down in the couch cause I shake and freeze as much as my skin feels like it was burning (the start of a hotflush) in the same moment as I don’t have any energy 🤪😔.

The nauseousness comes approxy 10-15 min after the hotflush and I can be nauseous up to one hour or more. Which leads to I can’t eat breakfast – the really base for me. I don’t get bad every time, which I am really thankful for. Yet, the whole thing is to try to cope with this.

I think I got into the perimenopause becauce of a mix of things in life. One cause I haven’t had kids, an other cause of my eating disorders and the third is probably genetic… I don’t get hotflush or nauseousand every month, just wgen I do it’s changes how l8ng I am… Yet, it’s never fun when it hits you!

Things you have to figure out by yourself and talk to your doctor…is why is the periode late? How long does it “need” to be gone before recieving the facts that ” you got there without warnings”? And how early it actually can start!?! Why isn’t anyone talk about this with us ladies about this? Shouldn’t the suciety take more responsibility? Teach in the schools? Inform us through magazines mm.

Not even the churches talks about it 😔. Why is even the churches quiet about this? Why is this something that is so private?

I have co-workers who got it and they are surprise I already got it. I think that says quite much about “what women knowledge or not knowledge” is about this stadge in life. And that is sad! Therefor will I share! It should be as easy to talk about this any other ‘awkward’ thing. No fuss! This is as important as the knowledge about safe sex, when to have sex, rape etc. It can all happend to us, maybe especially us woman

Just the challenge to have enough energy after work for life isn’t the same anymore past 40. I am 🤞 (crossing my fingers) for more energy today, tmrw and for the future than I have had so far. Because I need my energy every day.

Yet, I am thankful for life, work, the challenges life comes with. And I am burning for facts tha most other don’t talk about.

What happend? It’s already October?!

Hey you wherever you are around the World! I don’t know how you feel or think, but I just don’t understand. It was the same last year 🤪.

I start working August the 16th and in a blunck it’s October!?!

Where I live it’s time for the Autumn break next week (the 11th to 17th of October) which is the middle of this month!! The time is really flying away!! 🤪🤪🤪🤪

So much and so less har happend since I started to work.

I have started to get in to my work tasks. Last week were I a substitute teacher in Arts & crafts in the 9th grade already. What a Boost that was!! The same day I was a substitute teacher in the elective subject Design and redesign for the 8th graders. 🤩🤩🤩.

The weeks flies. 🤪. Like last week we had ☀️🌤 with a 🌡temperature on up to +20°C !! in the end of September!! The seasons has really changed. This week has been grey and rainy with a temperature on +11° to +18°C.

My challenge with the weather change is that I get each in the body & head 😔😔. It’s like I am a walking weather machine 🤪. I am trying to coope with it. The sadest part is that with headache I miss out on Church 😔😭 cause I just don’t stand the music with headache.

So my longing to actually go to Church has still not happend becauce of the weather is changing from week to week. I do hope it’s gets a bit more stable weather in October and if not,that the changes goes faster.

Anyway.

Life is good here! Love living here!

I would not change it for money! Or for an other country.

My goal for this month (October) is, Blog more. Get to the gym. Get to Church & housechurch. Get out in the nature more. Meet up with old friends.

Get more practical things like a wacuum cleaner & more function furnitures.

See if we can get a new cat in the house.

And in the middle of all those challenges I just have to say how much I love this season!! Autumn is the best! Gives me so much happiness from all the colours and the rain is lovely.

I really believe the Lord put me here for å reason. He is working in me and I just have to wait’n see what more in his plans 😊.

Enjoy life it’s worth it!

Summer with Doubts & Peace.

I have been going through a summer full of different feelings. Issues to actually Trust the Lord about this situation. Learning it doesn’t help to try by myself. Only helps to Trust the Lord.

The front picture is my symbol for how narrow my space has felt. How narrow the Lord has been. How narrow my mind has been. Yet, I can only see Gods Love through this Summer for me.

3 hours of creativity the other Day this week. ❤

How the Lord has given me time to be creative to not think to much. Given me time with friends or to start at the gym, to not think to much.

My prayers; ” Thank you GOD for the peace in my weard situation. Only you know what I am going through. Only you can give me what I need. Only you know what’s coming. How my future look like. Only you know how to hlp me get through this. Thank you GOD for the peace, grace, patience, love you given me in this & for this. “

I use this picture to describes my longing for a man in my life. I stand on the road far away from the mountain which for me is a symbol of my future hubby/ husband.

My prayers; ” Thank you GOD for helping me understand on the way. Thank you GOD for given me this.  Thank you GOD for your blessings. Guide my steps. Guide my future hubby. “

My doubts is there, not 24/7, but close. Is this the right time? Is this what you wants for me? How can I trust? Well GOD has given me peace lots of it every day I doubt. ❤ Every time I wonder the peace gets bigger and deeper. And his love! WOW!!

My prayers; ” Thank you GOD for this day, tmrw and the coming week and weeks. Thank you for taking care of me and my thoughts, prayers and life. ✝️ Guide him, guide me. Lead us. Bless us where we are and in what we are doing. Bless the times we will have together when that time comes. ❤

My prayers; ” Surprice me by given me patince & knowlegde. “

And the Lord does!🙂😍❤✝️

God allowed me to try something I was sceptical to; Tinder. You have heard about it I know that. You can find all different types of websides or app’s to find love now day’s. So I ended up on Tinder. Where it’s a lot of weard people for sure! But it is also some, meaning few!, who are more interesting!

I’ve been chatting with few more interesting guys this Summer. I ended up with one (good!) And this guy is the one I have had doubts about. All this blog is about him and God... This guy have I prayed for since day one,and I believe God is with Him. He is still a bit of a mysterious person but GOD has given me peace about him. And I trust GOD about him. I don’t have a clue where this will go or lead but just the fact I have Peace for him and whatever happends is good enough for me. ✝️❤✝️

Our path is God’s path. He will LEAD US when WE trust Him.

/Mia-Simone.Svenberg.2020