In memory of my loved Silver-boy 💙🐈💙💔
After some days with breathing difficulties and periodes off and on did I call the wet today. Got an appointment 12:30pm. I was lucky to have a friend who could drive us. Silver was good in the car, talked a bit mostly in the tunnels – logical – he never liked tunnels. But he didn’t have a problem to be in a car as long as I was next to him in his cage. 💙🐈💙.
Got to the wet. 12:38. Checked his breathing. The wet saw the same as I’ve seen, how hard it was for him to get enough air into his lungs. It was hard to wait and see what it could be… Took a X-ray around 1:30 pm.
This was the result…
When I saw the X-ray it wasn’t hard for me to make a decision for his future. I did not want him to suffer more. I hold him in my arms after the first shot, – regrets I wasn’t with him right after the X-ray to calm him down – but just the fact I could hold him and calm him down, feel his breathing calm down when he was with me helped both me and him 💙🐈💙. I told him to sleep, that I was there with him, that I loved him so much, that we had good years. That I will miss him, continue talk to him for a long time. I said good night and that he could sleep now, that he will get to a better place without pain 💙🐈💙. I hold him for about ten minutes. Kissed him and showed him my love. A good memory I have in my mind now.
What have happened and when is hard to say. But he is now in Cat-heaven with other cats he grew up with 💙🐈💙.
He came to me in April 2016 one and a half years old. He become my boy and has been like a child. He learned skills, learned to walk in leash 4 years old, he always waited on me after my workhours at the door or lately in the window where he could see me coming home 💙🐈💙. I have so many good memories with him 💙💙💙 therefore will it be so empty without him 💙💙💙.
Here is some pictures of my boy Silver.
He didn’t like when I went out to work, to the grocery store or just without him. He wanted me home or go for a walk. He was strong until this last month… how it happened will never be answered and that’s okay because he is in a much better place now.
Silver had so much patience with me ❤️and cared for me💙 in his way, showed his love to me by laying next to me in the couch or on the top of the couch 💙🐈💙. I love him and miss him so much…
mia-simone. svenberg 