Some say, you can change your habits.

Last week was the last week at the hotel before the Christmas Holiday and I was planning to post this.. Like many other here in Oslo I take the bus most places. I’m back on the morning busses again  (0549 – 0615 am and 0711-0742 am this week ) to the Hotel and no day is like the other in my head. But the thing to get up at 0510 am isn’t me. Some say, you can change your habits and I agree to that you can change in some areas in your life. But when it comes to when your body is ready to fall asleep / wake up is at least in my life an other story.

I am just not a morning person! I  can forse my body to gwt up and going to “work”early but I get a heavy feeling in my body if I do that more than few days 😦 it does get better by the years as someone says. I have tryed. I “hit the wall” totally outburning in -03 and after that my body doesn’t really like changes and most of the changes goes slowly…But I am Thankful for whatever my body are able to! 

And I appreciate what I have, a place to go to after several years without a job. And I appreciate to live here.

 It’s not far away to Sweden but without a job the challenges came one by one to be able to visit…  Just like the thing that my parents celabrate 50 years anniversary  (!) and I can’t make it… my dad just don’t understand why. But when you don’t have the license or a car it cost to much to travel by flight and train and it can take up to 11 hours to go from Oslo to this small country town in Sweden. (In 11 hours I could fly to the states!) It’s not a easy trip and a special with a body that “live its own life” from day to day..

 You know the saying “you can’t change an old dog sit” I would say that about my dad. Even if he in one way wants to understand my situation he doesn’t oon the other hand. He can ask me the same question several times and I answer and still he doesn’t gets the point… old folks isn’t always as understanding as they think or they don’t understand as much as they think about how we younger live our life’s . 
Merry Christmas everyone !

/Mia-Simone.2016.