Tag: stress

Driving license – part 4.

2023 wasn’t a good year of driving after my fall backwards at work in January 😐😒. I tryed to drive but had a lot of pain sitting for more then one hour. And then I was on sickleave in May. Moved in October… Been working or been sick this fall. But I am planing to finish everything with this driving license in 2024. I have a goal 😉 and I am motivated!

February 2024. I had my first private driving the 3rd of February, first in 10months! It went okay. I know what I need to practice on. I need to get a better flow while I’m driving. I need to feel comfy in and before a roundabout! As bigger the roundabout is as more freaking out I get. This hasn’t been an issue before… which I dislike a lot now!

April-24. I contacted my old and first driving school here in Stavanger and asked them about the last mandatory level and when it was possible to start that? Took a driving lesson April 22nd, it went well.

Meantime my plan is to drive as much as possible private until the practical driving test.  The 4th and last mandatory level getting closer 🤩.

I have been blessed with tax money to complete the 🚘driver’s license 😊😊 and because of that  I will start on the last mandatory level in May 10th 🤞😊.

How to overcome the feelings of discouragement & which way should I go?

Frustration and stress isn’t what I need or want in this season! Yet it’s here. 😔. I struggle to find jobs, struggle to understand where the Lord want me. I struggle to see the path. The path from the Lord. What about the dream I had? What about the peace I had?

To recive a ” we choose an other person for this job ” an then stand in this, keep applying to the few jobs out there… keep praying for a new job, an interview, to understand this… is hard! I am stubborn so I will keep applying until I get a new job, it isn’t that. The issue is it isn’t so many jobs out there I can apply for.

I struggle with frustration of not understand where the Lord want me in August I don’t want to complain I just need help in prayers.

Is it me, was I wrong thinking ” this year means a big move? ” or will I actually move but maybe not to the area, county I miss and feels like home? And what about the feeling of “do not apply here xx “? How to continue applyinfor the few job that are out there? How to overcome the feelings of discouragement and which way should I go?

Today’s bible verse was a good greeting for me! Here is the verse: ” Don’t focus on what is going on around you. “ Easy? No.

This picture is the closest to decribe how my view feels. Blurry!

How to walk with a blurry view?

How to continue in a blurry view? And see through it…

I would like to know where I am going before the Summer Holiday start in the second week of July. So I can find a new place to rent and move. I have said it out loud to the Lord. And I know He will answers my prayers, but right now I struggle to believe this. And it’s a pain in my faith and mind. 🥴😥.

Please, stand with me in my prayers of this. And if you recive a greeting from the Lord, don’t hesitate to send me the greeting. 😉