I didn’t past my last internship. I have moved on. Why analysing what went wrong? I guess some people do, I don’t. I move on. We have a saying here in Scandinavia “to bite in the sour apple” which means to move on and don’t look back. Learn from mistakes and do something better next time.
I had a meeting with my university and then I sent out quite a lot of emails to schools in my county. Praying to the Lord that I would get a new school not to far away in my county and a good meeting. He answered my prayers.
I start my new internship November 2nd. That’s in four day’s 🤪. But I am positive and trusting the Lord I will be able to learn new skills and things. And that the communication will be better. This time I will do it twice a week and over a longer period. I hope I will see more of the start – mid part – and the end of the projects. I hope I learn a lot this time. I have put this school in the hands of the Lord since they replied to me.
This time I have a good harmony feeling and believing. Last time I didn’t. Lord is with me. I want, to be able to learn again and grow as a person and a teacher.
To be a full-time student in my age isn’t very common here in Norway. I don’t know how it looks like in your country. But I am quite sure it isn’t so common there either. I am thankful I have a job in the school system and have some knowledge. But I have to say, I have learned a lot new being a student and working in the school. And I am to stubborn to give up or give in just because it didn’t work well the first time. To be thankful for what I have – know about being a teacher yet be open to learn more and learn new things or strategies, gives me hope. And whatever the society thinks about my age and “that it is to late in life” to take master and become a teacher I don’t think much about it.
I figured this out a bit later than most people, but hey, I’m doing it now. 😊. And the Lord has given me peace that I am on the right track. 😊.
If you are in the same situation or have been there not long ago, I hope my experiences can encourage you to trust the Lord more. He is there all the time. He wants us to share everything with Him. Have a relationship with him.
