Walking in faith, following my guts, trusting the Lord, October 23rd.

For the past week I have been talking a lot to the Lord, after I was asked to come for an interveiew – a job I applyed for in early October. A 50% job in after school club. When I applied I didn’t have many day’s as a subtitute co-teacher which I have now.

On my way to the interview I talked to the Lord. Trying to find pro’s and con’s towards working there if they offered me the job. I didn’t have the peace inside as closer as I got to this school, it was like I just knew whatever I said in there I wouldn’t say yes. At the interview I answered as good as I could. I guess it went fine. I really tryed to point out that I like myself in the middle age of the Norwegian School. And that I’ve only worked one year in the after school club. With not so good experience, which I told them about. (Norwegian School system 1st to 4th grade = lower part, 5th to 7th grade = middle part, 8th to 10th grade = high school)

Talked a bit more to the Lord on my way home, realizing I don’t want this job at all. Sent a snap to a close Christian friend, who asked my why I didn’t want it. My answer was easy. It’s the wrong age. And I know, that it is the wrong age.

I have sent an email to the school, letting them know I am not interesting. And I have Peace. Trusting the Lord in this. Walking in faith. Yet, I don’t know how much I will be working this fall, but I know the Lord will guide my steps to what he wants for me.

#hundvåg #memmories
#roaldsøy #stavanger
#bjørnøy #stavanger

The Prace from the Lord is what I lean to. Knowing I am doing the right thing 😊 .

Yet I don’t have a clue what the Lord has for me in the future and that is okay. Becauce I am walking in faith this fall.

Work week and fever setback, Autumn when it is stunning beautiful.

I just have to share what I walk by every day when I am blessed to be working as a subtitute co-teacher in 5th, 6th or 7th grade at Nylund school. A ten minutes walk from my place.

This week started unfortunately with some fever from last week, even at work as a subtitute assistant at the school club (sfo), with 1st grade. It was fun! I climb with the young pulpils 😊 in a climbing frames for children and young people. I don’t have a picture which I thought of but never had time to take.

Then I worked Tuesday 😊 in 7th grade. But when I got home I got setback 😔, the fever 🤒 came back for approxy 24 hour. So no work on Wednesday 😔, but this morning was really good! And the rest of the day both in the class I helped in, as a subtitute co-teacher, and the ☀️-shine we got. Like the picture above 😊. The temperature 🌡getting closer to +5°C in the morning. And I really need a new feather jacket!! Which is my goal on Saturday – to buy a new feather jacket.

But first will I work tomorrow Friday. Even if I had a setback this week has it been the best week so far! Awsome pulpils and co-workers!!😊😊 I haven’t liked a school so much since the school I worked at on the East side of Norway- Bekkestua school (junior high) between 2019-21. And I think I like this age more then teenagers.

And one more thing, which is hard to admit is I think I want to work as some kind of teacher one day.

I may be starting this thinking twenty years later then most on my age, but I didn’t have the chance to studdy twenty years ago. Due to an illness – 100 % burnout for at least three years – which has left mark on where I have worked or why I have no education as of today.

We all have different times in life when we studdy and become something we work with later. While the Lord has his timing planned for you and me when things will happend. ✝️ To trust him in all his plans is the key. I know that when I start have the Lord already made a path for me. I just have to try and see where this will take me 😊. I can’t have focus on how many years it is but have focus on the Lord and have fun!

Stay focused on the Lord, be Obedient, let Him be in charged in your life.

I’m having a break from some social medias – Instagram, and started this the 23rd of September becauce of what happend me. I have to say it was hardest the first week. Now three weeks in it’s nice to only visit Instagram once a week or less.

And my “aha feeling” in this is, is how the Lord using me here in the blog instead. How he has change my focus to where it’s for more use.

My followers keep going up, more and more people find my blog which is cool. I really hope that all of you share it with your friends. Not becauce I want more to following me no no. But to share what you liked, the post that hit you or gave you something new, or that the Lord gave you something through the post.

The Lord has been showing me where he wants me to put focus those last weeks. And it’s on Him and here. Which I am trying on. This blog is my ventilation or mirror of everything that happens in my life, which most of you already know, but I want to highlight it, becauce that is what it is. I don’t share details on things but I am trying to describe it and I share my thoughts.

Stay focus on the Lord. Hear His Voice. Be Obedient to Him.

And this is how the Lord use my gifts. To encourage you in your life. So Let’s have focus on the Lord this fall and let’s come with expectation to what He can and want to do in our lifes.

Let’s have expectations on what the Lord can do in our daily life, at work, if you travel or work in a office doesn’t matter for the Lord. As long as you stay tuned in to His channel he can use you whereever you work! Be open to His way of talking to you. Do what He ask you to do, cause you will feel so much more peace on the inside after! Let Him be in charged in your life no matter how it feels or looks like becauce it is when we, you and I let Him be in charged he can use us the best way.

Be Obedient to Him when He ask you to take a risk in your life for Him, becauce then the Lord can use you the way he want not the way you think he can use you. What is in your heart for your life? For the Lord? For the Holly Spirit? Be Obedient and Trust the Lord. He will lead your steps where he wants or need you, not necessary where you think your future are becauce you took the risk he challenges you to take and you listen.

Home and sick when it’s finally the Autumn Break but being thankful for what the Lord given me instead.

Isn’t it tipical that when you finally have the opportunity to make extra money, to get a cold with fever 🤪🤧!! Well that’s life right now for me. I managed to get a bit cold on my back on Wednesday this week and I also forgot to take my D-vitamin 😔.

And here I am. Home with the cold and fever. When I get a cold I get the fever in about 24 hours, and the shit stay longer in my body then all the other symptoms. 😔😔. I have past having sore throat and when it’s hurtful to talk. I am in the stage of sneezing and chouching and I am on day 4 today with this cold.

Yesterday Saturday I forced myself to the nearest grocery store to buy 🍯 Honney and the most nessesary of food. The walk to the grocery store was fine but in the store I started to sweat 🥵🥵🥵 due to a lot of wool on and the walk home got even werse 😆😆. I felt like I was melting away 😆😆 and zero energy. I spend the rest of the day in my couch watching internet-TV.

In the middle of my cold, I got a piece of the fresh air, blue sky and Autumn when it is stunning beautiful.

Why am I sharing this now you think? Well my wish for this weekend was to relax, explore my new neighbourhood and go to Church. That didn’t happend 😔. The next wish I had was to be able to work extra – that will not happend with fever in my body 😔. I might be able to visit a friend and be a bit crafty with her and her two young adults/teenagers.

I think the Lord want me to enjoy life as it comes even if that includes a cold. He has given me this wonderful apartment to rent, to enjoy life in, to relax in, to do want I have been wishing for outdoors for two years and a cold will not stop me live, it will only put things on hold. Something I have to accept and try to enjoy my best of.

I did, I was a bit creative both Friday and Saturday in the couch 🙂 . I used yarn to sew those pieces together by hand.

On Friday I found my “poncho” I started on last year, where I never figured out how to fix the arms. So on Friday I thought okay, let’s just re-design this to something I actually can use. So I am now ripping the small squares apart from each other and sewing by hand, them on to the bigger pieces of the blancet 🙂🧶. Actually very nice and easy thing to to while I am doing my best to get well soon.

Chaos, Moving, Best new apartment in a long time! Boxes on top of each other is my life right now.

Last week was it all about the move even if I went to work twice, my mind was at home and how to finish packing. I really tryed to not stress to much, but you who have moved, you know it almost always get stressed in the end and you pack things that shouldn’t be packed. Thursday (the 28th) 5:15pm came two helpers from my old House Church last year, with a locked hanger :-). As we filled twice mostly with furnitures and big boxes I got two more helpers caring it out in my new apartment :-). So Yes we had an Efficion evening!! So on Friday between 09:30-11:30 I got help from an other from my old House Church, we managed to empty the old apratment 🙂 in Sandnes. We got all the flowers, food and I packed all “left things in the couch” which also inclued the router that belonged to the apartment 🤪🤪 😆😆.

So I have been trying to find all Kitchen boxes this weekend and I think I am almost there 🙂 . My bedroom is okay but the guestroom has until today Monday the 2nd of October been just a bug chaos of boxes and some furnitures 😆😆 . But today I did some good work there 🙂. I found the floor 🙂 cleaned it and sorted empty boxes from sewing and creative ones. I kind of moved the chaos.

I will take it as the energy comes back.

I will not stress. Things has to take time. Like my sewing area. I made up my mind last night that I rather have the letters “Creativity” on the wall then “have fun” which I had last year. Creativity because I will probably do more things then just sew.

Yet I am so thankful for both friends helping me and that I don’t need to stress about that everything need to find it’s place right away. I am trying to put all empty boxes in the outdoor storage. And I am really thankful to a girlfriend who did a thorough cleaning of the old apartment <3. I will pay her for that, cause she is worth that. She used 6 hours! My body can’t do that kind of cleaning anymore so I am so so thankful!

This new apartment in Stavanger is such a blessing!! It’s cheaper then most in this suburb, I’ve got a parkinglot and a small terrasse inluding the price and size – which isn’t common!! I have walking distance to the nearest train station (I tested it on Saturday 30st of September) and down to the city :-). I have maximum 10 min to the school I’ve got some jobs at. 8 min to the nearest grocery store 🙂 I have near access to Columbus city bikes – as part of the offer from the county’s bus company Columbus. I live 3 min walk from Ramsvig – suburb next to the coastline 🙂 and the hiking trail Strømvig – Breivig (see picture)

I live up the “hill” behinde the sign.

On the opposite side of my apartment is a fotball area and some kind of leisure club for children between the age of 9 and 12 years and youth between 13 and 16 years, I think. Friday evening – night was the trafic of youth high outside there – that’s why I figured it out. But I don’t mind, just good to know about it 🙂 . I am looking forward to go for walks in my new neighbourhood and explore, enjoy the nature and the wheater Stavanger have.

The best part here is the view through out my windows! The leafs 🍁🍂🍃 in the big trees 🌳🌳🌳🌳 it is so calming 😍 . Hard to find something more calming I think in a suburb. And with the short walk down to the hiking path along the seaside!! 😍😍

Am I right or wrong here I dont know, but I feel the enemy trying harder now against us Singel Women above 40.

I feel on this frustration over the fraud-people, they who knows how to trick us and convince you and me to become the victums 🤬🤬 often through high manipulation and nagging until you or me do what they want. They don’t care how or what you actually don’t like or don’t agree with, as long as they win 🤬.

The irritation of why they looking for women above 40 and above and singel?

Cause I have been attacked twice in a month! Four times or more in a year! And it’s not just me, I have singel female friends who also been attacked like me lately 🤬🤬. Why would we be so much more attractive? Not everyone above 40 how a lot of money. Or is it becauce we are singel? Are we more attractive becauce “no one can help us to see the signs?”, or is it something totally different?

They are sadly good on manipulation those people 😢😢😢😢🤬🤬🤬.

I were unlucky that I had some money they could trick out of me 😢😢🤬🤬. Not much and luckly All places I tryed to apply for a mastercard deny me. Thank you Lord for that!!

The enemy really trying to be strong and do sabotage!!

I been feeling it off and on this last year. How the Enemy have tryed to destroy a lot of things for me. Both through work and through internet 🤬🤬🤬. It doesn’t get easier, no no the opposite! So how can we singel women above 40 stand against this shit that really is sabotage one way or the other?? Is it more common in Europe or is this *shit* then around the world? Have you, who following my blog, man or women been attacked by the enemy reasonly? And how?

Do we share this with our Church? Or just close Christian friends? What is your experience of fraud? Please make a comment 😉 not just “like” the post.

Crazy time(!) September 23

I don’t where to start. Okay, we start with the fact it has been hard to find someone to hlp me with this move even if I asked friends early! I have looked around trying to find a moving company not to expencive for my low budget. Still don’t know if I should or can go for that option. It all depends on money 🤪🤪😔😔.

Life is interesting!!

While I’m waiting on that, I keep packing. Were quite effision yesterday (Sunday 17th) between resting in the couch.

Monday 18th, my plan were to take it easy until 12 and catch a train, but instead I had to stress eat, stress walk down to the train station cause I got an emergency appointment 10:50, at 09:42am(!). If I only already lived in Stavanger… but I don’t. It’s a fact. But soooooon 😍😍. Not many day’s left now.

Waitin on a train at train stop called PARADIS.

Street art I haven’t seen before in Stavanger;

Next to the harbour.
Along the walkpath at the harbour.
On a sidewall of a house in the #oldtownofstavanger #streetart

On a side of soneones garden next to the walkpath from Stavanger Hub (train & busses).

Yesterday, Thursday 21st, I beleive I did the stupiedest thing in my entired life. Can’t say what, I just don’t see or understand how this will benefit my life or how The Lord will provide for me in this stupied situantion I have made.

On the top of this I managed to woke up with a locking back yesterday and not being able to go to work. The same shit today.

While I’m waiting

…to here anyting from BISS I will start working as a subtitute teacher in one of the schools in Stavanger city until I have moved. I will be working there Tuesdays and Thursdays until the 28th this month.

I have not heard a thing neither has my refrences 🤪🤪 I litterally don’t understand it at all! And I have not applyed to any new job for the last week.

Today I went to the one school I start at nxt week after my doctor appointment. And from there walked or catch a new bus to find nxt school 🤪🤪🥵🥵 in the suddenly Summer day we got! See pictures 😉. I have walked approxy 11,500 steps since I woke up, which I haven’t done since June 🤣🤣.

Before I left the 3rd school I had to charge my phone 🤪 tipical! Therefor I got home one hour later then what I wanted. But with more battery & some fastfood I got all the way home to my cat-boy and a good cup of coffee 🤩🤩.

I trust the Lord in this! My Faith carry me forward

Interveiew day.

Went well. I felt like jome there speaking English 😊. I’ve done my part and now it’s “just the waiting” to see if the Lord open or close this door. I have no expectations just becauce I am now so used to get a deny. But if the Lord open up this opportunity for me I will enjoy working with those students/pulpils with special needs and in an English speaking enviroment!

If I don’t get the job I think I will have enough to do by being a subtitute teacher in the 5(!) Schools that wants me!! 😊 So now it’s up to the Lord 😉.

And I have enough things to do before the move in the end of September to even “think to much” about this interview.

OMG! I got an interveiew on the British School!😍🙈😍

I can’t really believe it’s true. Last time I applyed I got an deny. And I didn’t changed much on my application! Maybe it wasn’t so many that applyed. I don’t know. But I got it- interview! 😍😍

I read the email just before I fell a sleep last night (31st of August). I am so thankful to the Lord that I kept pushing myself to apply.

Woke up 1st of September still smiling. And even in the evening (10pm) calling a friend it hadn’t landed 😆😆😆. I am getting there – with the feeling of I actually got an interveiew.

Meanwhile I have other challenges to deal with or sort out or figure out. But I will not do it alone cause I trust the Lord and I know He will both guide and provide for me.

And I am moving 🙂🙃 and this time I’ll stay there for more then one year! It’s the perfect apartment!! 2 bedrooms, open kitchen – livingroom, bath bigger than I need 😆😆, parkinglot (not commen) and the best to last, a terrasse without a lot of sun 😍😍😍😍. 🌳🌳🌳🌳 just outside the windows 😍😍😍. I love it!!

It feels like the Lord have improved and keep blessing me with places I need every time I move. 🙏. This one is also lower rent then most around in the same suburb 🙏🙏. Walking distance to bus stops or a 20min walk in to the city center 😍😍 perfect for CouchSurfers or friends to visit. Coast line walking paths 5 min away 😍😍.

In 2010 I worked nearby where I soon will live, so I know some part of the suburb. Love the nature in this suburb!!

3,5 schools that are interessted to have me on their subtitute teacher list 😍😍 , one school is in walk distance from my new home 😍😍.

I don’t know how this Autumn will end but I am fully trusting the Lord. He knows my path and that’s enough for me. 😊😊.

Interview week 😊, August 23.

So I had one interview this Tuesday the 8th, after school program (SFO). It didn’t feel like an interveiew at all, more like they had to many to meet. And I also got a negative vibe in the spiritul world. And I am not so keen on this job, mostly cause it’s only 50%.

Late yesterday (9th) I read my email and there it was a new request for an interveiew. I just called them now (09.30am, the 10th) about the time and they will call me back.

Interveiw Friday 08:30, August 11th, kindergarten. Not what I really want but I can work there if I don’t get anything else.

I will also call the rest of the schools I’ve applied to, to hear where they are in the process of applications today (10th).

This job journey is for sure very different from the last years! Yet I am trusting the Lord to open up the right Door of job. Cause the Lord have giving me Peace.

Friends and Family praying.

The peace the Lord have giving me, where most people would freak out cause they yet don’t have a job when the school starts in a week. I just trust Him who will and can provide.

August 10th, afternoon I recieved a txt msg that the posission (Tuesday interview) got filled. Oh what a relief!! Cause I really didn’t wanted it.

On the train Friday August 11th.

A chill walk to the train in the morning sun with the Lord, on the train trying to wake up… listening to a podcast. Soon walk to the bus towards the interview.

August 6th, walk – listen to preaching- cleaning my brain.

I just need to clear my brain with you. The preaching is about how God is repeating himself to get us to respond. Really interesting from Elevation Church with Steven Furtick.

Pictures a long my walk…

A lovely walk path around a small country side lake in Norway.

How the water helps me become calmer.
How much I smile seeing those cute 🐑🐑🐑.

How I love this view, half way around this lake. Time to blog. Share “my nature” with you.

Thank you Lord for peace for whatever comes in the way in my life. Thank you Lord for your love and protection for my life. Thank you Lord for letting me see and understand warning signs. Thank you Lord for life no matter what it looks like. Thank you Lord for you repeating yourself for me to respond. Thank you Lord for whatever job you can see me doing and where you can use me and my knowledge.

I trust you Lord cause I know you will provide what I need and no more.

Thank you Lord for protection. Thank you Lord for you surroding me with your love. Thank you Lord for resturaction. Thank you Lord for that you repeat yourself. Again and again. ✝️.

Online dating (annoying or not) part 10.

An interesting situation has appered, I think. The guy I have been chatting with for five weeks, and have talked about here before. Is Christian, but I believe my faith is stronger then his. When it comes to not panic and trust the Lord when he struggling doing things his way. I have been praying for him and the situation he is in right now.

I can’t help him but I can pray.

And “the feeling” from his respons are he is trying a bit to much of his ovn and not wait on the Lord to actually provide what he needs 😥. I understand he is panicing.

My personal experence in similar situations are, always trusting the Lord cause he can and will provide what I can’t fix in my ovn way.

August 2nd to August 6th.

Online dating (annoying or not) part 9.

I have now been talking to this man for approxy 4 weeks. We went from talking on the dating app to Snap to WhatsApp. It’s been a journey of it’s own! We don’t have any issue to talk about anything and everything. We have figured out that we have a lot in comman yet many things where we are the opposite which I think is good.

We both want to get to know the other on a friend level and build the relationship from that place. We share values and we are both Christians – which is the part I never though I actually would find a Christian man – but here he is.

My prayers are; pls let it be good chemistry between us when we meet so all thing we have been talking about won’t be for nothing! Pls let it be better then when we talking. And pls let us be able to continue on this friendship, let it grow into love and bigger.

The Journey of Oline dating, isn’t as streight forward as people migth think… It’s many bumps and other obstacles on the road, many questions, doubts and more especially if you don’t live or work on the same continent or in the same land!!

To have focus on the good feeling, the feeling of chemisrty is important and pray together and for each other if you share that. If you don’t share it, pray for him/her. In prayers the Lord can sow and harvest things you can’t.

To be adults and be able to be open of everything is important for me. So I asked questions very early in our conversation, things that are important for me. And he has done that too. 🙂

Offcourse we have different thoughts about things, but I think one of the most important thing when you trying to get to know a man/woman through online dating is to be flexible and open to change yourself if it something he/she like to so and you never tryed it before or never done it, like in my case. He loves snorkling – something I never done. But just because I never done it doesn’t mean I will never do it – so if I am open minded here I might be able to have a good experience one day with him for what he likes 🙂 .

We talk a lot about what each of us want’s in the future partner, qualities and personal characteristics, hobbies, future place to live have we discussed – mainly cause we have a ocean between us (!) Even when he is at work, cause he is an engineer and work different place.

We have our own journey and backpacker we carry with us, all of ous who are dating. Where are our focus in all this? And how do we cope with it all? Well it’s up to each of us to find a pattern that fits us and share it with the one we date. If you are lucky to meet IRL or like me being online for weeks before the first meeting, yet I have to find a good pattern and spend time with him when it fit’s his schedule. And support each other even more important when it’s a distance between us/you two!

To dream by yourself and later with your partner, I guess that’s what we all are doing. Dreaming of a partner when we are single is one thing and an other thing when you meet someone you like not just for how he/she looks like but for whom he/she is. No matter where you are in life right now you are dreaming for something i life, I do. So we are all “the same”. We all have vissions about life and what we want to do, travel, for work etc.

I choose this picture of the hot air balloon for an other reason too, not just for dreams or cause I have it on my blog. No. it’s something about this picture I like and I think it’s the space around it, the freedom, the clouds, the simplicity of where it is and going. A bit like me and maybe you. We have a freedom, a simplicity if we want it from the Lord. We just need to see it 🙂 . Sometimes we are “to focused” on here and now that we forget about the plan that isn’t ours but the Lord. He can see us everywhere and places we have issues to see infront of us because we don’t allow us that picture.

But back to the “core” of this post….

I believe I met this man in the right time for me, maybe especially cause most other things in my life is so uncertan (work and if I am going to stay where I live right now). I hadn’t given up on “finding” someone. No, I had good conversations with the Lord on this. And the Lord gave me more and more patience on this area. The funny thing is that thirteen years ago when I moved to this region the first time I got a line from the Lord saying “next time you live here, you will meet a man a future hubby”. The Lord never said when or how long I had to live here before meeting this hubby ^^haha^^. But the point is, the Lord had a plan and on the way he gave me more and more patience to where I am and waiting on my future husband 😉 .

I just have to believe and trust the Lord.

Online dating, part 8. Different in a good way – I hope.

I haven’t written about this for a while mostly becauce I haven’t been on any dates lately. Still haven’t. But I am talking to a very interesting man those day’s 😊.

We both wanted to meet, but circumstances did we were not able to before he had to catch a ✈ to London and then an other ✈ to the Black Sea area for work.

So now we’ve been talking for approxy a week, I think he gets more and more interesting. Unusual experience for me. Not comman, but we have also learn we have more and more in comman 😊.

He is different then the others I’ve talked to in many ways!! Good ways.

We will be talking online until he is back from work in mid-August or maybe later 🤪🙂. 🤞 this just will be better the more we get to know each other.

I have been chatting with several man the two last months, and it’s “always” one part where they just have to talk about sex. And if you ask for a date and saying you don’t want to have sex on the first date they block you 😆😆. I haven’t even said why. I don’t think it’s worth talking with a man when he react that way.

Which is why this man I’m now talking to. The sex talk hasn’t been up yet, which I like. So,yes, he is different in a good way.

Is Faith something unknown? Something you can tuch or just trust?

Questions, answers anda lot more.

In my house church, we r going through an alpha serie, with questions, movie and sharing. How will u discribe faith? And how did u get there?

Repentance & faith is how to get there.

Do u think over this? Do u share it with anyone?

Faith is trust. To trust something u can’t see or the trust u won’t fall off a chair. Faith is the unknown. Like the chair, u don’t know who made it or how u got it. It’s unknown.

Are all Christians wierd? Or can it be something unknown for the people who isn’t christians? How can we be for them around us, and not get the stamp of being wierd?

An other part of faith is, it is an relationship. A relationship to the Lord. To someone who loves u more then u ever can love a child, ur child if u got one (or several). God wants u to understand that he loves u as his child.

If u aren’t a Christian, ask him to get into ur life with a simple prayer. Ask him to forgive ur sins and be able to start a new life with him.

If u have God in ur life, when did u open the door (or window) [a picture of how u met Jesus] to let him in to ur life? How is ur Journey with him? Tell someone u trust or ur house church. It will encourage those u have around u.

How have your faith grown? And how have your journey been from the start to now?

My thoughts, ur thoughts, facts, the thread through the Bible who can help us through life.

Lay back straight down into the ground 🥴, January 17th. Part 2 of 2.

I slept good/okay on my stomache most the time. Some painkiller b4 bedtime, normal painkillers. Woke up around 7.30am. Managed both get out of my bed and go to the bathroom with not so much pain 🙂. I also managed to find a position in the couch that wasn’t to painful.

I woke up to even more snow today.

1.25pm was my GP apointment in Stavanger. But long b4 that I had my coffee and breakfast, played jigsaw on my laptop and just tryed to relax as much as possible. I txted my friend who hlpd me the day b4. “I would appreciate if you could drive me to my apointment in Stavanger.” Which she did 💜😊.

So, my apointment was 1:25pm, we were there early because of the weather. And it was lots of people a head of me in the que-system. I finally got in to my GP 1:55pm. My GP, checked my spine, lower back and gave me some strong painkillers I could pick up later at the pharmacy and a urgent referral to an X-ray at SUS (Stavanger University Hospital).

My friend, also drove me to the Stavanger University Hospital (SUS).

Hungry. Bought something.

I were to hungry to drop that and b4 I checked the referral, so I found some fastfood to buy & eat while I walked the corridor towards the X-ray. I read the referral and figured I had an urgent referral from my GP 😊😊 so it only took my approxy ten – fifteen minutes from arriving to taking the x-ray pictures 😊.

But then I had to wait in the verdict. And because of my pain I gave myself some time in a couch b4 I asked the girl in the X-ray reception. So around 4pm I got the news, “nothing is broken” 🙏✝️. Thank you Lord for embrasing me & my body!

Snowy weather, traffic chaos, slippery roads, delayed busses, big risk to end up in the ditch for people driving to fast or is taking bigger risks.

I wanted to try and catch a bus, from the hospital, even if I knew it would be a “painful and bumpy ride” for my back. I left the hospital 4:11pm, the bus arrived late but 4:24pm got to Sandnes 4:52pm. Had enough time to drop by a grocery store b4 nxt bus & heading home. And the opportunity to walk a bit 😊😊 and losen up the back. It was more slippety then I had expected yet walked a bit around at the bushub 🙂.

Home 5:30pm.

And the rest of the evening I spent in the couch 🙂.

Lay back straight down into the ground 🥴, January 16th. Part 1 of 2.

The school yard.

…walking to the swimming pool with a student in the 2nd grade, I went backwards to talk to the student. Had seen that there was a bicycle along the wall and knew that I had to turn before it, miscalculated the distance. While the bike was there and I tried to put my left foot in the right place so as not to trip, I tripped. I fell. Lay back straight down into the ground. Hit the coccyx and lower back and probably something more. I couldn’t get up on my own, but I told the student (who looked at me shocked) to catch up with the class, because we were far behind the class.

A colleague came, saw me lying on the ground, and asked if she should help me up. I just said I can’t do dey by myself. She helped me up and into the canteen. But before we went in, I had to call my department head, who was also a substitute swimming teacher that day. Let me know what just happened and that I can’t join. She called another environmental worker. My colleague and I entered the canteen, met the other environmental worker. My colleague who helped me spoke to the other woman. Then the school’s “receptionist and office lady” also came to find the other environmental worker.

At about 10:40am I was in the canteen. Tried sitting on the cushions in the window. But it just didn’t work. Slide down on your knees on the floor. It was the only thing that worked. Then came the migraine. The “office lady” asked if she could help me, so I explained where my bag was, with migraine medicine and what it looked like was. She went, I called my manager for sfo (sfo stands for school and leisure). Told her what just happend, the “office lady” came back with my backpacker. We went up together in the elevator, up to the stafs area. I eat, tryed to call my GP.

Around 12:50pm, after 20 min of que I got hold on the nurse of my GP and got an apointment for the nxt day.

A friend and colleague was informed and she was able to come and pick me up around 1pm at work 💜. I left work in huge pain. Not really able to walk. Werepicked up, managed to both get in and out of the car but it felt like I were 85 or something… nearly home we stopped by the nearest pharmacy 💜.

Got home approxy 1.30pm. The migraine came back while I were in the couch. Slept and it hlpd 🙂. I also managed, even if my pain were high, to make dinner 🙂. And I think I can say, I am thankful that I had a good night sleep.

To stay in the trust when the doubts comes.

To stay in the trust to the Lord when the doubts comes and the time getting closer to the date of my new job. To not doubt. To focus on positive and be thankful for what I have, got, the prayer-answers.

Daily life.

A walk with podcast in my ears to clear my thoights. I am so bored at home. I need friends. I need to get to know people. I need a life. Not just a job. To not have anyone to hang with, take a coffee with just chill is boring! But how to meet new people? If you don’t go out, like in the evening, how and where do I meet new people? I don’t. 😔. It feels like my life is so boring.

It’s Monday 11am, I’m in the city. Just don’t know what to do. Would love to start work this week but I have to wait… so what to do this week?

July in Norway isn’t the best month to chill with people becauce almost everyone have theire vaccation. As a singel christian lady I don’t go out in the evening, I haven’t even been on a date, which I had hoped for. My church only have service at 6pm on Sunday’s. …

My veiw right now 11.28am.

Watching people, trying to think on what to do today… It’s a cloudy day today. Just like my brain right now 🤪. But back to the title… to trust the Lord in all. To trust for a miracle, to not doubt when your search doesn’t give you anything of what you are looking for. To be able to encouraged others by standing in faith all the way, to not give up on the lord. To not fall for the doubts whatever happends.

Outside the swimminghall 😉, Stavanger.

I struggle to stay in focus in my faith to trust the Lord from day to day or even some day’s from hour to hour. I can be honnest on that. I ask the Lord as soon as it happend. I am human to doubt but I am also in need of the script & worship to not fall out. And Christian friends in my age to hang with. How many are we, singel Christians without kids that don’t want or can’t have kids? How often do you see or hear about ‘young adults without kids’ groups in your church? I haven’t in my church. Not even in my old church. Why? Well most churches has groups for young adults & students – an underline of “you might find your partner and we hope you become a family soon” is at least my feeling on what the church wants. How is it in your church?

When you don’t have a partner, life sucks!

Worship gives me peace and I get calm on the inside and in my soul. Right now the only thing, therefor I’ll stop writing and hope some of you out there will come with inspiration to me. How you do in your struggles and how you meet new people.

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Interview day, June 29th-22, Bore.

I had a bad night, didn’t sleep well at all 😔. Have maybe slept 4,5h 🤪🤪. But didn’t have a problem to get up at 06am. 😊 Had enough time to get ready, eat breakfast and catch the bus into town at 07.14 am. It was🌡+14°C when I woke up and it can be +24°C.

It’s Wednesday, June 29th 08:13am. I’m on the train towards the interview. The sun is up. It will be an other warm day… The train takes 30 min going south from Stavanger to Klepp county. And the school I have applyed to is 7 min away from the train station.

Bore school yard.

The interveiw was at 08.40am ish, for approxy 30min. As any other interveiw I’ve been to, I asked the Lord for the right words before I got there and so I said what I got. Walked around the school yard before I went back to the local bus, back to the train and texted my referenses that this school would call them the same day.

I got on the train further back home with a small break at the bushub in Stavanger for some breakfast and energy 😉.

Got home around 11.30am and 11.59am the school called and offered me to work with them 🤪🤪😊. It went crazy fast!!

The nxt day I headed towards Trøndelag county…

A week after I got the job…

I recived an interview request on a job I actually applyed to (!) I had to decline it.

Which was so wired 🤪 , becauce I never been in that situation before, but I already had a job. 😊🙏✝️.

I had to share it with my nearest friends, before here.

The Lords way isn’t ours!

He showing us which way to walk if we trust Him.

My testimony is in my blog, how my rollercoaster Spring went from chaos to prayeranswers.

One after the other. How the Lord showed me love by trusting Him even the day’s when everything felt nothing but chaotic.

My testimony is real. It’s my life.

The Lord literally is a part of my life and Faith.

He challenges me to do things his way when some, non Christian some Christian, who don’t understand how I dare to just jump into something so unsure future.

It’s all about Faith.

You need to have faith and believe in what you doing even during the doubting!

A faith that hold and carry us.

(From the preaching June 23.)

Life challenge when we ask God specific what we want and which door He open.

Genesis 15:1-5;

1,«After these things the word of the Lord came to Abram in a vision, saying, «Do not be afraid, Abram I am your shield, your exceedingly great reward.» 2,But Abram said, «Lord God, what will You give me, seeing I go childless, and the heir of my house is Eliezer of Damscus?» 3,Then Abram said, «Look, You have given me no offspring; indeed one born in my house is my heir!» 4,And behold, the word of the Lord came to him, saying, «This one shall not be your heir, but one who will come from your own body shall be your heir.» 5, Then He brought him outside and said, «Look now toward heaven, and count the stars if you able to number them.» And He said to him, «So shall your descendants be.»

What do we do when things doesn’t go like we want? Have God told you something that you are still waiting on? How does God’s challenge you? And does God challenge you like he challenged Abraham?

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Are you trusting God and God’s plan, when things aren’t going like you thought? Are you standing there and asking «where did you go God?» Just because you don’t feel God?

What does the Hebrew letter say to us?

Hebrew 6:13, 6:19.

6:13; «For when God made a promise to Abraham, because He could swear by no one greater, He swore by Himself»

6:19; «This hope we have as an anchor of the soul, both sure and steadfast, and which enters the Presence behind the evil.»

Where are your anchor?

Who is your anchor?

Are you trusting God and His plan for your life?

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Why do we fear God and don’t trust ourselves? Because we don’t trust God enough.

How and what do we do with the covenant we have to and with God?

Make sure that the anchor fall totally down to the bottom. Make sure that the anchor do it’s purpose in your life!

Does your faith endure challenges?

Do you trust God?

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The challenge from God can look or feel like this sometimes.

My thoughts….

I know I trust God. I reminding myself of the fact that I have to put all my life into his hand if my life is gonna to work. If I don’t trust my Heavenly Father I don’t know how my life would look like. Well I know it wouldn’t look like it do right now.

This preaching has enough questions to read this more then twice! Which I hope you do. Sit down somewhere you feel you can get some input from God. Think over those questions, see if you can answer them right away or if you actually need some time maybe days. It’s not an easy answer here!

As far as I know, I know I trust God and give Him my life every day but do I listen to all He says? I believe I miss some of all the things he is trying to tell me. I can be busy with other things or maybe it’s the TV that take “all my attention”?

I want to be challenge of God in my life, I don’t know if I am ready for it all the times though. I believe those questions are important! to live with every day! And I think it’s one of the challenges God has given us.

To be there and listen to him.

To trust him always.

To not fear.

To accept a challenge and learn on the way in our Christian life wherever we are in our journey with Him. ❤

/Mia-Simone.Svenberg.2019.

How will your friends recieve the good msg?

Have you ever felt it is hard to share your faith? Have you felt you want to share but it does not get to the reciever?

I have.

The point of our faith is about to share to others, to recieve a good thing.

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Have it hit you, that you are sharing to the wrong type of people?

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I have.

To share to those who actally want to hear about our faith, to continue the talk over a long time.

I have learn that the best way to be able to share is if I get to know this person on the depths, take interests in hers/his interests. Even though it is not your/min favorite. Share life.

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Do not let the details and the hinderes stop you to reach the goal.

Have you felt your focus isn’t God’s focus?

I have.

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Have focus on what God have set for your life.

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The Jar Of Life – don’t put the biggest things in life on the top of the Jar, like what you think is most important.
No, mix it up and God our heavenly Father will help you, lead you to the right
place, the right person, to do what HE wants you to prioritize.
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Share your life with those who are interested!

/Mia-Simone.Svenberg.