Trusting the Lord – mia-simone. svenberg

Trusting my instincts and trusting the Lord, July-26.

After month’s of frustration I have made up my mind. To walk in faith and give my notice to where I live. Here I am next to the sea. The place that calm me down.

It hasn’t been as good as I hoped. It has been so much frustration over how messy the apartment is, the bad or no communication… It has for sure been a challenging! Try to adjust with no response 🤪. I have tryed so many times but not much back. I can’t live like this! And the Lord knows it.

But I got peace when I made up my mind and wrote the notice.

The Lord has His way’s of showing what he wants for us. For me it often been to make up my mind and trust my instinct.

I need a new place from October 1st. I wish for a smaller dorm with kitchen and bathroom and a peace of a garden.

The frustration that eating up my energy, cause of my ADHD.

I think that the biggest thief in this, is my ADHD. Anything that is too messy for my head, other’s messyness and I can’t cope. It eats me somehow and I get frustrated. Thing’s I had hoped to be able to do, will not be done if I meet a messy kitchen when I wake up. Or if someone say’s one thing and don’t do it. I get so annoyed and loose focus. Not so much at work or with my studies but when I share an apartment I’ve noticed. It really means I need my own place.

And to share your life with someone you don’t know well enough, whom thinks “you believe wrong ” is tiredness! To not get the respect from an other adult…

When someone you share with doesn’t believe in diagnosis or sickness..when you have one. it’s even more tiredness! How to cope with that?

I have given the Lord my wish and he knows what I need the most. So I trust Him and walk ones again in Faith. And I hope I can find a place for more than 6 month’s. It is tiredness to move often!

A short draft of my week at Campus Notodden, University of South-Norway.

Monday 11th of August. Lot’s of information and I had to little sleep on the train, so my day ended early.

Tuesday 12th. First day with practical tasks. Material: clay. Get to know about different types of clay. Make a vase.

I stayed in an Airbnb this week with this view;

I have had good temperature in the evenings 😊 and been using the verandra here to both dinner and two mornings with breakfast.

Wednesday 13th. More clay. Fun but my challenges are my injury to my wrist. I like to show I can do the task and I do my best yet I do it to much 😟😟.

Lighthouse. Minimum 300mm high on one side, minimum 150mm on an other side. Decoration is one criteria and a roof. This is my lighthouse from start to finish.

Thursday 14th. Knitting and finishing up with my lighthouse.

Friday 15th. Weaving on cardboard. We got a cardboard 10 by 10 cm and to it we got instructions on how to make a loom and what all the threads are called on the loom.

Making the loom with cardboard 10 by 10 cm.

We were lucky to finish earlier than planned, at 1:15 PM instead of 2 PM. For me, that meant waiting for the bus for a little over an hour, but it was +24 degrees outside and light clouds 😊. So basically perfect weather for waiting.

Three of the days I stayed in the workshop after teaching hours to continue working on a task. A luxury to be able to use the workshop! A good experience and something I miss a lot during the summer break.

Even if I understood when I applied to this program, it would be a lot to do, I think I thought we would have a bit more time to work on the tasks at home. In the schedule we have two day’s without digital teaching, those two day’s I have chosen to work just because I know I need the break from ” home work ” and I need to see people. I have a plan on when to work on my ” home work ” and hoping it will work good in reality too 🤞.

Trusting the Lord for the changes that are here now.

I went to a workshop with two guest’s from US to IMI Church, yesterday evening (Monday September 30st). About creativity and being a Christian. A really interesting workshop! The Lord confirmed things for me and has started something new inside me.

I am curious on what HE has for me from now on. How to express my creativity. How to do what is me, my designe & calling God has put inside me.

I will do some changes, again. All good!

I just want to be able to write or sew, whatever the Lord put on my heart to do and share. I am curious on my new path in creativity. How the Lord can and will lead me how to use my gift’s.

I have withdrawn few posts as you might see if you following my blog. It’s all in the hands of the Lord ✝️.

A week after I got the job…

I recived an interview request on a job I actually applyed to (!) I had to decline it.

Which was so wired 🤪 , becauce I never been in that situation before, but I already had a job. 😊🙏✝️.

I had to share it with my nearest friends, before here.

The Lords way isn’t ours!

He showing us which way to walk if we trust Him.

My testimony is in my blog, how my rollercoaster Spring went from chaos to prayeranswers.

One after the other. How the Lord showed me love by trusting Him even the day’s when everything felt nothing but chaotic.

My testimony is real. It’s my life.

The Lord literally is a part of my life and Faith.

He challenges me to do things his way when some, non Christian some Christian, who don’t understand how I dare to just jump into something so unsure future.

It’s all about Faith.

You need to have faith and believe in what you doing even during the doubting!