After month’s of frustration I have made up my mind. To walk in faith and give my notice to where I live. Here I am next to the sea. The place that calm me down.
It hasn’t been as good as I hoped. It has been so much frustration over how messy the apartment is, the bad or no communication… It has for sure been a challenging! Try to adjust with no response 🤪. I have tryed so many times but not much back. I can’t live like this! And the Lord knows it.
But I got peace when I made up my mind and wrote the notice.
The Lord has His way’s of showing what he wants for us. For me it often been to make up my mind and trust my instinct.
I need a new place from October 1st. I wish for a smaller dorm with kitchen and bathroom and a peace of a garden.
The frustration that eating up my energy, cause of my ADHD.
I think that the biggest thief in this, is my ADHD. Anything that is too messy for my head, other’s messyness and I can’t cope. It eats me somehow and I get frustrated. Thing’s I had hoped to be able to do, will not be done if I meet a messy kitchen when I wake up. Or if someone say’s one thing and don’t do it. I get so annoyed and loose focus. Not so much at work or with my studies but when I share an apartment I’ve noticed. It really means I need my own place.
And to share your life with someone you don’t know well enough, whom thinks “you believe wrong ” is tiredness! To not get the respect from an other adult…
When someone you share with doesn’t believe in diagnosis or sickness..when you have one. it’s even more tiredness! How to cope with that?
I have given the Lord my wish and he knows what I need the most. So I trust Him and walk ones again in Faith. And I hope I can find a place for more than 6 month’s. It is tiredness to move often!
mia-simone. svenberg 